Nov 11, 2025
it's alright, i'm here now. keep your eyes on me alone.
#mine#isat#Blahhhhh#this gives the impression i'm portraying their dynamic in a gentle way much more than my initial idea but#actually in my head mal du pays is more of a hurtful kinda entity where 'alright' means what is 'best' (as in they think giving up is best)#so it's not really a caring hug i intended... just like.... you know when you're at a point that self hatred starts to feel comforting#or perhaps like the only choice.... this kinda feeling#like.... giving in to this unhealthy mindset will put you in a place where this way of living itself is all that will be there for you#like the homesickness and the state of not having anything itself cannot be taken from you because you'll always have nothing?#and you're used to mourning? you got only nothing but 'nothing' has always been there for you. that kinda thang. if that makes sense#anyway i quite like this song these days i put it in my 60+ songs and counting isat playlist#in stars and time#Omfg just realized the main pic was the flipped ver. well. Feel free to flip that in a photos app of your choosing or maybe in your head
