#bleeding-lunatique

[kamomilly]

Ngh... Beautiful Twisted Fate. <3 Your art style is really pretty. I cannot wait to see more. Think you could do something TF x Caitlyn, someday? I would lov to see more of that pairing. Side Blog : Lady--Cupcake

Hey, thanks! I'm not into that pairing for the moment, but who knows... anyway, there will be more Caitlyn in the future :) 

[noxian-talon]

You feeling alright? Need someone to talk to? Lady--Cupcake

((I don’t really feel like talking about recent haps a lot. But some peeps here seem to wonder, what’s going on, so I’ll try a short explanation.My landlady freaked out over something I didn’t even do. But well, she’s paranoid… Not trying to be mean here, she really is. I could take it for a while, but when she smashed my door open, destroyed more of my stuff, yelled at me and threatened me more than ever I had a breakdown. My room mate listened to lies of his new girl friend - I have no idea why she even told him lies about me, since we always got along so well with each other. But apparently she ruined ALL of my room mate’s friendships and he’s too blind to get it.I did so much for all of those people to be alright, helped them where I could, only to get my ass kicked. Two weeks ago my Mom picked me up in the middle of the night, while a friend of mine stayed with me to protect me, till she got to my place. We grabbed the most important belongings of mine and left the flat, since I couldn’t stay at a violent and toxic place like that.

Since that moment I was receiving hate messages and lots of threats from the people in my flat. I returned there last friday, it was a trip of 6 hours by car - ONE way. I wanted to pick up more of my stuff and organize the rest of it to be thrown away, so the room would be empty - I payed rent for the actual month, but by the end of the month I was planning on moving out anyway, so things had to get outta there.

I found all my stuff being thrown out, destroyed, ripped apart. From cosplays over tools and clothing to furniture. All destroyed. I phone called the police, but my landlady just cussed at the and refused to hand me out any of my belongings. All I was able to do was drive back to my mom’s place, for another 6 hour trip…

Now I’ve lost belongings worth an amount of 10k€… around 15kUSD. I made a list of all the things I had and lost to my violent landlady and stupid room mate. And it’s damn frustrating. I don’t have clothes for the coming winter and it’s getting cold.

I need to get a flat in a nearby town within the next few days, cuz otherwise I won’t be able to the school I applied for. They want to let me study there, but I can only do it if I live close enough, since from the little village my mom lives in no buses are driving at all. I am stuck here without a car and a driver’s license (a friend actually drove me to Frankfurt last friday).

Once I have a flat I need to run from agency to agency again and then find a lawyer to see whatever I can do about the stuff that’s gone. I need to press charges and things will surely go to curt. But I doubt I’ll get much money outta that.

So yeah, I am pretty damn down. Stressed. Burned out…Talking won’t help me, I don’t really feel like talking either. I wish I could fly across the ocean to my boyfriend and just spend time with him. But that’s not an option right now. Meh.

Thank you for your offer though. You’re a kind person. And btw, I got your ask and I’ll definitely doodle something for ya. <3 Say hello to your girlfriend from me.))