fixing things.
I have always have had to fix things. when people are broken i fix them. make them smile, laugh, something. i have always fixed every1s problems. there relationships, friend issues,let them talk to me about family drama, etc... form the time i was 3 when my dad left, after trying my hardest, crying and pleading form him to stay. but when he left I did everything to make my mom smile. and I have mostly succeeded i have done this forever it been the only thing im good at. I have only been the one to fix every1s problems and make them happy. and i was alone, fixing things was the the only way i blended in with people. but now i cant, i cant fix things. i have tried my hardest and i have failed. i cant fix my relationship or my friends..... it the only thing i have ever done. I talk to people and made them feel better. i have even talked people out of suicide!! but now i cant. my own friend told me i cant fix everything. and the person im trying to help they banned me from talking to.... i cant fix things anymore......therefore i have no purpose in life anymore...................