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Update

I’ve gotten so fat over the summer. Gained like 10+ lbs. I’ve been tracking my calories w/out restricting for about a week. My job has made it so hard to exercise. 

Back on this train.

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Update: Fast

First of the hunger pains overcome by drowning in tea. ☕️

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Lie to yourself all you want about how thinspo is for motivation and #bodygoalz, but you fucking KNOW deep down that you’re using it to trigger yourself.

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Day 1 of 30

I’m starting a 30 day challenge. Where I will

1. Stay under 1580 limit

2. Exercise 6 times a week (excepting this week)

3. Drink 70 fl oz of water per day

4. Record EVERY calorie

5. Answer a question everyday from the challenge.

So, Day 1: stats?

Height: 5’8”

CW: ~139

HW: 156

GW1: 135

GW2: 133

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Update

Restricting. 800.

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Update

I’m back home again, and my mother keeps talking to me about her need to lose weight.

“I don’t want to starve myself... but that’s what works!”

I’m dying. I can’t even start with that shit, honestly...