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[blkbirdfly]

The Birthday Beat 💄

[blkbirdfly]

Poem: Remember me

Remember me When the fog clears And the day breaks through your darkness When the dew settles gently on the grass And the glory of morning reveals itself Remember that it was I Who watered your garden with my tears And placed the stars above you That you may see in the darkest of hours And bloom even in the night

[blkbirdfly]

Signs.

I fell in love wit a sag still got the arrow in back to prove it

Breathin hard now lungs is fillin wit fluid

Remember when u said i was ur world

And U was afraid to lose it

Well Now I’m Pluto

A knocked up Juno

Had to block u on every app

Somehow I’m feelin like the culo

Signs.

Why they never been good to me

Stick to myself now cuz I’m the real pedigree

Signs.

I’m tryna elevate

But what’s higher than high

When the signs in the sky don’t even want u to survive

Back when I had a Gemini jus felt like I was drowning

Took a C-section to my dreams

Right when I was crowning

He was clowning

Why u always feel misunderstood

Lauryn Hill Lost One

U put ur key in this ignition without checkin what’s under the hood

But yo its good

Don’t need them twins in my life

Scratched records repeating everything twice

Everything twice

They go in cycles

One minute love u and the next they’ll fight u

So u know I gotta keep my guard up

1 against 2?

Man

U know I had to squad up

Signs.

Why they never been good to me

Stick to myself now cuz I’m the real pedigree

Signs.

I’m tryna elevate

But what’s higher than high

When the signs in the sky don’t even want u to survive

I fell in love wit a Scorpio.

Damn.

You fell in love wit a Scorpio?

Shit was fire

Teena Marie desire

Like a drug to my brain man I couldn’t be no higher

It was everything my body needed

Didn’t know he split me half

Til my union had succeeded

Lesson learned

Same fire that’ll warm be the one to make u burn

Same one cuddled up be the one that’ll turn quick

Flapjack

Same mouth spreading lies was just on my dick

Signs.

Why they never been good to me

Stick to myself now cuz I’m the real pedigree

Signs.

I’m tryna elevate

But what’s higher than high

When the signs in the sky don’t even want u to survive

Fuck it.

I’m at the point where I’ll date myself

So I fell in love wit an Aries

That’s when I offd myself

I’m just looking for a love that’s gon be astronomical

I don’t ask for anything less than what I am

And man my shits phenomenal

Took the arrow out my back now I bleed slow

Leaving bodies of my body everywhere I go

I’ll be honest man I moved on but I hurt still

I looked up and they long gone but u know words kill

I put my knee to the floor crown to the ground

I put my trust in the lord

Lost one found

I’m just tryna wake up new and be better than my trauma

I’m tryna elevate where the airs thin

But I been in the sauna

I’m birthing dreams again and this time imma call Em karma

Don’t need no fake love

No need to flex when u the realest

Third eye open sixth sense Mel Gib Bruce Willis

Signs.

[blkbirdfly]

ABSINTHE

I knew you were bad for me from the start But I took you in And held you deep inside me Like tar on a lung Poison in my veins Meth to my brain And I loved the hell out of you Til the smell of my burning flesh mixed with yours Dante and Virgil Lead me on to a place where they can't reach us And I'll stay there with you While the world revolves around the sun Trying to give birth to a hope that was long aborted Jeremiah lied, you can't turn bones into flesh Deserts into valleys I can't make you breathe again If I'm suffocating with you But emotions are the terrorist of logic A gentle genocide destroying me from within And no one could help what they couldn't see Or feel what they hadn't touched You are my absinthe A burning numbness A death like freedom The dark side of love

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