That´s me #2
Hey boys and girls :)
I know it´s long time ago that i post a ``that´s me`` sorry for that.
Since my last post, happend many things. 2 days ago, I finished my relationship with my boyfriend. (Another boyfriend) We were together for 2 month... and he loved me very, really very very much and i hurted him very much when i said that i couldn´t stay together with him.
the whole problem in our relationship was that he loved me too much....! it was so difficult with me to manage the relationship...! I alwys felt so bad because he loved me more than me. We both... wanted diffrent things... He wanted a real real real relationship you know? For a long time and many years and... I just wanted to have somebody ... but not forever. so I felt like i am in a false movie haha :D
But let´s forget that now. My best friend and I want to make myself straight, We have many plans and we tell our aktually play #Back2Str8. We hope that when I am straight that i feel better. And the goal is that i am satisfied with me...!
because I always feel bad. idk... itßs really so complicated!
stay tuned
love you <3 jj