- IRL I'm early 30s cis fem woman in a happy relationship with a man. I am bi / queer, as well as genderqueer but do not experience gender dysphoria, so for all purposes I am cis. I am an intersectional feminist, pro-choice, and I believe in harm reduction. Trans women are women and trans men are men. No matter how icky or unsafe some of the content on this blog is, it's important that you know that IRL I am a safe and kind person.
- This blog is fantasy and includes some very heavy dark kinks. Do not mistake any of it for things I believe irl. I am anti-censorship (for text at least) and pro-para but I am NOT pro-harm. Ageplay for example, is fine in fantasy, but not in reality (unless it's between two consenting adults of course, but you know what I mean). If you cannot understand this nuance this blog is not for you.
- You can find my writing under the tag #bloo's babbles . I also use #bloo's asks and sometimes #bloo's rambles for more personal type stuff
- I don't tag anything I reblog. There is a LOT of stuff that may be triggering here. Please don't follow if you need to filter certain tags!
- This blog is 99% all queued posts, so if you see my reblogs that doesn't necessarily mean I'm online at the time.
More under the cut
- Edit: Recently I haven't really been feeling like talking to too many people so I turned my messages to only ppl I follow. Please send asks tho!
- I am discreet, please respect that.
- I love being a gentle mommy / older sister type
- I love men and women. I love men with cocks and with pussies and I love women with cocks and with pussies. I sometimes really wish I had a girlcock. Other times I really wish I was just fully a cis man. But, I love being in my cis female/feminine body too, and thankfully don't experience any gender related dysmorphia (actually this may not be true, but I'm generally not distressed by any of it - and I DO feel gender euphoria so there's that), so by all means I am cis!
- If you are a girl, whether you are cis or trans, you have a large advantage for getting my attention 😉. If you are a girl with a petite body especially if you're younger than me and you have a mommy kink? I will eat you up especially.
- I collect sex stories! I have archived nearly 3 thousand pieces of smut within my personal collection. It would be a couple thousand more by now, but there's been multiple sex story purges over the years for various reasons. Now I try to archive them in a way that I can be sure I'll be able to keep them forever, but it's a large and very slow project!
- I may list out my kinks later, but for now it's easier to list out what I don't like (and even then, there's ALWAYS exceptions to the rules.. for the most part lol). What I'm not into: scat, diapers, furry/zoo stuff (monster fucking is a yes tho, altho the lines have become more and more blurred here recently so idk, just in general not enthused by like dogs/horse kinda beasty stuff), anal/butthole stuff (this one I can tolerate a ton of exceptions for, but mostly I'm just not into stuff going up my butt personally so I don't get much pleasure from the fantasy either. I could see being interested in pegging others under the right circumstances), MLM/male gay stuff (also a ton of exceptions for, this ONLY stems from my aversion to anal stuff, nothing else), gore, vore, snuff, necro, hyper inflation, watersports/pee (I can tolerate a tiny bit of this in the right context) musk/anything stinky, and prob some others I'll add to the list as I think of them.
I’m alive y’all- Am I staying for long? Idk- let’s see LMAO
Nah but really- A lot has happened over the last few months. I graduated college! I was recently hired and currently working on a short film that’s going in production in a few weeks! Uhh- I died in classes! A lot of cool things-
As for my motivation for art? It’s slowly getting back- My fixations are still the same, but I have been working on a lot of OC stuff.. Maybe one day I’ll finally get the courage to do a ref sheet. This year I do want to try art fight- but I may be a lot slower than usual. My motivation was burnt out during my last year of school soooo-
Anyways! Glad to be (semi) back? Maybe? Who knows-
we've officially entered holiday season (imo), seasonal depression is real, depression is real, sadness, stress, anxiety, loneliness, all of it is real. just a reminder to check up on those you care about. this time of year is hard on a lot of people, please be kind. if you need to reach out to someone please do.
Hm no actually yes I think I would definitely get a huge rush of gender euphoria and outright pleasure from having a girl who's smaller than me sit on my lap while I fuck her with a strap that has a realistic looking (and feeling) cock. Like not in the "I wanna be a man" way (although that is sometimes the vibe too) but in a "I love being a woman with big titties and a big cock" way. Like just imagining turning the girl over on my lap so she's facing a full length mirror as she rides my lap, and me just sitting there in absolute fuck lust pleasure as I switch from watching her lil breasts jiggle in the mirror to watching the way her lil pussy lips wrap around my cock as I grope her perfect ass cheeks. And the view I have of my own breasts bouncing as she rides me.....fuuuuuck. And then omg what if I also had a dildo I was riding underneath too, so I'm all filled while watching her too aah fuck.
Like I just really wish I had a girlcock sometimes, for real. Like a real cock with balls I could use to breed. And still be bred with my own cunt too 😖 obviously that's not real but even just simulating it and getting to see the pov of it irl is just so fucking hot n sexy and makes me go goo goo ga ga aaah
I find it interesting how the younger generation needs their fiction to be morally superior or else they reject it entirely.
To them, the fiction they consume creates their reality. Maybe the difference between me and them is that for me, fiction is an escape from reality where I can experience things I never would in real life, or even want to experience in real life. Even in regular, non-taboo fiction I can enjoy a toxic dynamic as one example, when a lot of people wouldn't. For me, it doesn't need to be something I morally align with for me to enjoy it. But that isn't the case for a lot of other people I am learning.
I 100000% understand the contents on my blog is extremely shocking and disturbing, especially if you are stumbling upon it as a regular person with no familiarity with these kinks at all. I get it 1000%. I know they judge me but I don't judge them for judging because I get it. That's why I don't argue with anyone and just delete/block and move on. I don't need or want to have to try to justify myself or argue with people especially over a subject like this, it's just not worth it and like, why would I even care about trying to convince anyone otherwise anyways? This is my private outlet, I am not hurting anyone, and I've already gone through years of shame and guilt before making peace with it and myself and no amount of trying to make me feel bad externally will change that.
Last thing I'll say is that what most people don't realize is that a lot of us with taboo kinks (not all of us, and it's okay if you aren't in this category) have them because of our own experiences with sexual abuse etc, especially from our own families at a young age. If there's anything I want people to take away from this, it would be to consider fiction as a form of harm reduction and outlet for people who have desires they never asked to have, and fiction does NOT harm people IRL outside of it being triggering to people. Even if you don't like it, please at least try to understand it from that perspective.
hiii, i just wanted to say that your account make me feel less ashamed of my taboo kink so thank youuu ☺️🪽
See my thing is, I'm not hurting anybody, so I don't really feel bad? Like - who I am, and even to another degree, what I enjoy in real life sex physically is very different from this taboo kink fantasy side I post about here. I'm definitely not proud of it, and keep this part of me secret from people IRL because I know people wouldn't understand it though, but idk, imo it's also none of their business? You know?
In my opinion thoughts alone (which includes fantasisizing/fantasies) can NOT harm anyone EXCEPT for yourself. I could write a bunch more on what I think about these kind of taboo kinks being shared in text stories but I won't for both yalls and my sake lol (tl:dr, it's not terrible like everyone thinks and does more harm reduction than actual harm), and then of course any kind of visual involving these taboo kinks gets much more complicated ethically as well.
But the basic foundation of what I believe is that you shouldn't harm anyone, which includes both other people as well as your own self. In my case, what I get off to in fantasy and what I enjoy in real life is very different lol, so I don't really have any problems having this "fantasy" outlet for all the bad things, while keeping the rest of my life normal and good. I would never ever ever harm anyone or do anything illegal etc IRL. So yeah, idk, I just keep it private and keep it moving.
