Nov 21, 2024
I didn’t realize how bad I was actually doing until I checked myself in to the hospital… I’m doing a lot better now and I’m thankful to be alive :-)
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I didn’t realize how bad I was actually doing until I checked myself in to the hospital… I’m doing a lot better now and I’m thankful to be alive :-)
I wish I didn’t feel so incredibly alone… I know I’m not but why do I still feel so alone?
hi y’all I was recently diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder and am looking for support/other ppl to talk to with this same diagnosis. I’m having a really hard week and wanted to randomly reach out on a more personal level as I try to navigate this new diagnosis. I’m having a hard time this week and though maybe it would be a good idea to reach out to some community or other people in general who could relate? Idk I might delete this but just wanted to share in case someone else out there might be going through the same thing and could give me some sense of hope or make me feel less alone idk
the other night when i hung out with my bff and felt really grim and was crying he came over and sat by me and was like “here, i brought u a flower” and handed me a bud of weed
it’s my birthday!!! 🎈🎉 if anybody wants to 🐝 kind enough to donate to the bday funds my PayPal is PayPal.me/BlossomSage (ignore deadname when it pops up) or $blahsumsage on Cash App 🥳
I wish I had at least one close friend to hang out with in person but I don’t lol idk wtf my birthday is gonna be like and I’m dreading it because idk what to do or who I’m gonna end up hanging out with. probably just my roommates…. ugh wtf man. Why don’t I have any friends? 😭
supposed to be getting ready to go out to this rooftop rave that I won tickets to but I just became overwhelmingly sad and anxious because I don’t have anybody to go with. I’ll still probably go and being at a show by yourself is still fun sometimes but lately I’ve been feeling incredibly lonely since I don’t have any in person friends anymore. Would be really nice if I had just one or maybe two besties to hang out with or even just a partner or be part of a big rave group but I don’t have any of these things. I feel so alone. I just want to feel like I’m special and important to somebody :-/////
woke up and immediately started having a panic attack.. I am so incredibly overwhelmed and it feels like nothing will ever be ok again