Nothing Will Hurt You Again
Fluff 🦢
This contains mentions of a toxic relationship and reader struggling with accepting Yuuta is a good man
I apologize if the toxic relationship stuff isn’t good.
You had been through many toxic relationships, and to say it left you feeling worse and worse after each ended was an understatement. So getting with Yuuta made you nervous about what was to come. Though you were also at fault for choosing men that may have not been the best to you, or anyone else for that matter. You constantly worried about doing something wrong, and he was there to reassure you that you hadn’t done anything wrong.
He made you feel like a princess so you thought that it must be a huge lie, and he’d stop acting like that in a while. Though he never did stop, it made you worry and overthink. He noticed the troubled look you always had, he worried over making you feel that way from saying something, Yuuta was not unaware of the mistakes you had made getting with your past partners, and he knew you were going to be a bit more to handle. He was prepared to handle you.
You had gotten accustomed to the way your past partners would act when something was not done to their liking. Yuuta noticed how you always seemed a bit hesitant when handing him food you had made or showing him something you had cleaned that was his. Talking with him felt nerve wrecking, you watched your words even when he told you that it was okay to tell him something that may even hurt his feelings. It went on until he eventually sat you down to talk with you, and you were nervous to the point of sweating.
Though after he had sat you down and spoke with you everything seemed to get much better. He had suggested you go to therapy and you agreed, after a few sessions you slowly got better. He noticed the way you seemed to have a sparkle in your eyes he thought was long gone. You knew about his past too but you knew he was over it and was with you now. He was supportive and kind, he never seemed to miss a date and if he did he would tell you why.
You thought of him as your knight in shining armor, and though it took time getting adjusted to him you noticed being with him was the best. You weren’t the only one putting effort in the relationship since he would plan dates too and would be adamant on talking to you after every argument. (After both of you have cooled off) He would always make sure none of you went to sleep angry or sad, he wanted to talk it out and so did you but you just didn’t know how to say it.
He would never raise his voice at you instead he’d calmly explain his side to you, and most importantly he would never lay his hands on you. It was the bare minimum yes but soon he started to do things that weren’t necessary, he would do it if it meant you would feel happy or relaxed. He went above and beyond to please his girlfriend, though it hurt hiding a big secret from you… it was a ring. He was planning to propose to you so that he could soon vow to never let anything or anyone hurt you again including himself.
Though for now you both were content with being girlfriend and boyfriend, you both had been together for quite a while around three years to be exact. You had brought marriage up with him once after two years, and you spoke about something you’d like at your wedding. Something along the lines of “I’d like those decorations at our wedding” , and he swore he swooned internally at the thought of you thinking about marrying him.
For now though you would both lay on a patch of grass at the park while you stargazed. Unknowing to the little red box he had in his hand waiting for you to turn around and look at the beautiful ring he had bought you. It took quite some time to choose and after speaking to multiple family members and friends he found the perfect one.
Author’s note: I don’t like Yuuta much but he seems like he’d be like this