This is goodbye.
My Dearest N
Dear Na
Natsu,
This is hard for me. So very, very hard. But some things are inevitable, aren't they?
I do wish that things wouldn't end this way, and it pains my heart greatly to think of letting you go, but you have things to do, and I am the last one who will stop you from moving on forward in your life.
I don't know where you're going Natsu, but I trust that you will make best from whatever you do. Just like always did, and always will. Because I believe in you, and you never fail to prove my faith in you each time.
It's funny, how little time we managed to share since I came back, and we are already doomed to part ways once more. It seems that our fates have planned different paths for us, haven't they? But I'm sure that everything will be fine. It always is, eventually.
Natsu... I already miss you. The pain is already reeling inside my heart at the thought of you leaving. Is that okay, Natsu, to feel like this? It reminds me of the feelings that I've felt for the two years that I spent in Edolas, thinking that I might never see you again.
But this time, this time it's certain, isn't it? That you won't be coming back.
Did you miss me too, when I was in Edolas, Natsu? I like to think that you did. I like to think that way because you are my best friend. Because you were my other family, along with happy.
I've always wanted to tell you, Natsu, how much you've meant to me, ever since we were children. I've always wanted to let you know how warm you made me feel inside, how good it felt to be by your side.
I've never forgot that you promised to be my husband, Natsu. I never will. I don't want to forget, because it's a promise that I will always cherish in my heart, a promise that I will never cease to want. But times have changed, and things are not the same since we were children, I know that, don't worry.
Natsu Dragneel, I've always loved you, from the bottom of my heart to tips of my toes, my love to you has never faded from my being. And that's why we will take our goodbye, with a smile.
The smile that never ceased to cause my heart to pitter-patter with excitement and joy, is the smile that I will always want to recall as the last image that I will remember from you.
So no tears will be left behind in the path that we both shared, and even if only just lately we became close tho what we used to be, I thank you, for everything that you have given me.
I will hope to you will carry on with no regrets, and live your life to the fullest, because there is no other way that I would want you to have it.
You have taught me great things, Natsu Dragneel, and one of them, is to always cherish your nakama.
With much, much love,
Lisanna.