... And while I'm at it.. Tumblr-wise, I wanna thank Jenna, Tori, Life-mun, Lyla-mun and some of Bokumono Blogging and the Harvest Moon community for checking up on me during my time of need. =) Ya'lls kindness means a LOT to me right now.
It hasn't been easy at ALL. I'm still in shock. Hospice came yesterday and took out the home equipment (IVs, bed, ventilators, ect.). I had to step outside with my mom and aunt while they did so (emotional thing) and we cried together upon coming back in and seeing an empty room... We then reminded each other he's no longer in pain and with family up in Heaven; he's being taken care of right now and he wouldn't want us sad.
We talked for a long time yesterday -- funeral, memories, looking at pictures... It's slowly piecing together that an important figure in my life is gone... I was drawing last night and looked up, expecting to see my stepfather and him watching me draw. .. I mean, I know in a sense he's watching me right now... .. Blah, difficulty to explain FTW! D:
In any case, thank you everyone. Today's just beginning. I need to pay my phone bill and my sister is bringing me my 3DS/PS Vita later on. I'll be okay, promise... =)