Wow... Time really does fly by quickly. I remember asking you out, I remember our first kiss. I remember our first "I love you". I remember how sweet and soft your lips were when I kissed them with my chapped pair. Jagiya, this is the first of many months to come. Years, even. Our love is strong. Yeah okay we will argue sometimes and there's nothing to be afraid of (because I know you are), our love will overcome whatever hardship and argument that is thrown our way. I do get jealous often when others flirt with you, when people say "I love you" to you even if they are just your best friends. It's something I have to work on a little but I really don't want anyone flirting or touching or kissing /my/ girl. Bom, I love you so much. Sometime my heart can't contain it and that's when I become speechless and grow unsure of what to do. It's weird, I'm weird. But each person has their own way of loving/showing their love, right? I will do my absolute best to make you the happiest woman alive. Who cares if you're eleven years older than me, you have the body, face and soul of a teenager. And age doesn't matter all that much when we're legal and when we love each other. Jagi, please don't ever feel like you aren't good enough or feel insecure, because I assure you now and everyday, you're the one that I want, you are more than enough, you are beautiful in every single way. There are so many reasons as to why I wanted to make you mine the moment I met you, it'd take too long for me to list them all. Bommie, happy first month anniversary babe. I'm the luckiest man alive to have such an amazing partner like you. I love you, I love you. Yours and only yours, Sehun.
I have to say, hands down, my girlfriend is the best girlfriend in the world. She's this awkward little cutie pie, so innocent so pure. I feel dirty and bad for tainting such innocence with my not-so-innocent-(at all) self. But you know what? I wouldn't let any other man lay a single finger on her precious body, I wouldn't let another man be her first. I wouldn't. I know I'm a little selfish in that aspect but it's because I love her so much. When I get jealous, it's because I don't want anyone flirting with her, she's /mine/. I'm /hers/. Leave the flirting to me. I'll be the one to say cheesy things when her and I stay up until the late hours of the night talking, I'll be the one that maps out each inch of her skin not missing any freckle, dip and curve. I'll be the one to hold her close when she needs comfort, I'll be the one that gives her my warmth when she feels cold. Because I'm her namjachingu. And I plan to stay that way for a long, long time. Yah Park Bom, I love you. Today, tomorrow and everyday after.
"We are not this close… so I don’t know what it would be but I’ll try with some jewelry or clothing. I guess all girls like those."
What would I do if you were under the mistletoe with me?
"It’d most likely start laughing. This is…. 99% sure."
Do I think you’re a good gift-giver?
"Probably yes."
Would I snowball fight with you?
"I’d rather make some snow angels with you, noona."
Would I sing carols from house to house with you?
"If it means getting to hear you sing more often with me just listening… I guess it could be arranged."
Can either of us make a gingerbread house?
"If you were skilled at baking more than I am which is not very hard, I guess I’d force you to make it since I avoid every single cooking-related stuff."
Which of us would get drunk on the mulled wine?
"Why would we get drunk? I have a strong head… not sure about you though."
Who would be in charge of making Christmas Lunch?
"Alright, I’d make something but can’t promise a decent meal."
Which of us would be more inclined to dress up as Santa?
"It would be hilarious to see you dressed up as a Santa!"
Who would be more generous giving out gifts?
"I don’t know you this well, noona to state such a thing. I think we would try to be equally generous. Every single, even sentimental gift matters."
Which of us would enjoy Christmas more?
"Usually women are more excited over Christmas atmosphere so I’d say… you would."
