#bonbon lover

[fieldsofred]

Hey, I hope you’re doing okay? :)

I just wanted to ask if you were planning to take part in Jaytim week this year?

Regardless, I love the way you write stuff and all the snippets you’ve shared :D

Hey! Thank you for checking in!

You asked this on May 7th. I want to let you know that this ask is the only reason why I knew Jaytim week was a thing and the only reason that I am participating in it, so thank you!! I so so appreciate you!!

Yes, I am participating (thank you for that). I wasn't certain that I was going to get enough writing done in time to participate but I think that I'll get most of the days out on time.

Thank you!!! You are the best!! I hope that you are doing well!!!! <33333

[fieldsofred]

Hope you're doing okay, feels like you've been gone for a while. I hope it's not the ao3 author's curse... Whatever you're doing, I hope you're succeeding!

the authors curse DID get me. I got got. It was terrible. (it was literally just my job im fine)

Thank you! Not to brag, but I stress crochet and I finished a massive project while I was freaked out about life/job/friends/etc (you know how it is) I would consider it a success.

I hope that you are succeeding in whatever you are doing! (Feel free to tell me I would love to know)

Anyway here’s the blanket (brag) (it took me the entire time I was gone)

[fieldsofred]

I left a comment on the latest chapter of itaot too, but I also wanted to come here and say that you should be proud of yourself for finishing the chapter because it’s incredible!

I cried a bunch and I’m kind of devastated but it was also so amazing and wonderful! You could feel the deep affection they have for one another and the way that even though they care it doesn’t always mean it will work out (at least initially).

I do wonder how long the whole “just friends” thing will last when throughout the whole chapter you could just feel the longing and how sweet they are to each other.

I’m glad they didn’t end up fighting although I could see how that might have easily happened.

Thanks again for this amazing gift <3

thank you for the comment <3 i swear I'll respond eventually im so sorry

thank you!!! I think I am proud?? I'm also super nervous that I'm going to reread it in a week and hate it. But it was hard! and its done!

I also cried a bunch writing it and I'm also devastated (my own fault) so I get it. And you get it!!!! "even tho they care, it doesn't mean it will work out"

I have had so many loves in my life that just didn't pan out. "The love was there. It didn't change anything, but it was there." kind of vibes. Their affection for each other WILL change things tho, for better and worse. And they're endgame! so it'll work out!

They 'just friends' thing is going to be so fun. I love pining and longing and all the other pathetic loveyy-dovey feelings that come with wanting someone. I love that you could feel it too!

Also, Knowing that the other person wants them back? oooo those feelings are going to be so fun. It's also definitely going to encourage them to work on their problems if the finish line is getting to make out some more lmao

Thank you for reading it and giving me your thoughts! I know it takes a bit of time and effort to type them out and send them over, but it's really a highlight of my day to hear from yall.

This fic is kind of like cooking, at least to me? Its not fun to cook for only myself, it doesn't feel worth it. but cooking for you guys? It makes the whole process so much more fun and enjoyable. so thanks for reading and saying hi <3333333333