#bonbonyaps

[saintd4rling]

practicing self control bc i CANNOT dye my hair before grad pics i think i eould regret it maybe idk

[saintd4rling]

cant even check #sabrina carpenter without finding ugly ai pics sexualising her, people be saying she does it to herself but this proves the way she dresses doesnt makes her worst or slutty or for men to consume bc they will look ways to make her a product 4 their eyes

[saintd4rling]

i hate vacation bc i spend a lot of time with me and she keeps making me sad </3

[saintd4rling]

somwtimes i feel like im a beautiful, patient, light being and a second later i feel like a disgusting performative pervert (in the bad way)

[saintd4rling]

i would have loved all of the spn spinoffs bloodlines was totally interestings, the winchesters is decent and wayward sister would have been great but since everyone & their mom hates lesbians and women :/

[saintd4rling]

im so unemployed rip

[saintd4rling]

why does it feel like a goodbye if we are going to the same uni we'll see each other right? right :(

guys no im lwk depressed

+ no prom cause we need sponsors which is like impossible at this point

[saintd4rling]

i mourn the friends who stopped talking to me so bad like.

You first came out to me and i first to you we had so much in common and i loved you so much and you just didnt feel it ig