Sigh Of Relief, Weight Off of Shoulders
Sometimes, it takes forever to realize what I've had in front of me for so long. Either I miss an opportunity, or I dont say what I need to, and it gets lost in my mind, driving me crazy later on.
It surprised me, this evening, when I was able to finally tell a friend of a few year how I felt about her. She's always been there for me, especially when I was at a bad place in my life. For someone to do that for me, they deserve love that I cant measure. And she definitely received it.
While it was clear that we weren't going further, at least for the time being, it is clear, that we may have strengthened our relationship to the point that, if anything does happen, we know what we have built for so long, and we continue to build on that for something stronger going forward.
I can't remember the last time I've felt this much for one person at one time. Usually, it's bits and pieces at different times. Not now. Not that I'm going to keep pressuring, because that will hurt things more than they will help, but I will keep it in mind for whenever (and if ever) the opportunity comes up.