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I LOVE WHEN THE SHIP HAS A SMALLER GUY AND A BIG FAT GUY. I LOVE WHEN THEY ARE BOTH INSANE.

#bonehagramblin #roadrat #octogoblin #heavymedic

Do houses have hearts anymore? Like if the fireplace or the hearth is the heart of the house, and a lot of houses (in the US anyway) got rid of fireplaces, what is the new heart of the house? Is it the electrical panel? I guess the circuit might be the veins and the electricity the blood, so it must be that, but I dont know a lot about that so I’m taking suggestions.

#bonehagramblin #houses are bodies to me

Just thought of a bear gf approaching me w/ tears in her eyes and I fly into a frantic panic like a stressed chicken like ‘whats wrong baby! Omg who made my darling girl cry?!’ And my bear gf does the worlds wettest and most pathetic sniffle and shows me her paw thats as big as my head and the little thorn stuck inside it. And I go ‘oh nooo my sweet baby. My dear my love let me get that.’ And I carefully tweeze the thorn out of her paw and bandage it up and kiss it better. And she is so happy and feels so much better and gives me kisses w/ her big wet bear tongue.

#bonehagramblin #lesbian bear #butchposting #mild anthro posting

Val and Marta, the “I’d kill em all for you, lover.” Lesbians

#like imagine bonny and clyde but dykes with fundie cult trauma #bonehagramblin #val x marta

The Outlast Trials but its just Leland Coyle in a jar and I toss in all of my favorite characters to kick his ass and murder him in gruesome ways

#val would #dorris would #franco and phyllis of course. theyd tag team kill him even #marta would #eddie absolutely would so would chris #cornelius should but idk if he deserves to go thru the trauma of killimg someome its his perogative #hed do it in a smart gadgety way #bonehagramblin #the outlast trials

Every time an older adult, especially a woman, compliments my taste, I get a lil achievement over my head. “Wow you like the old school stuff!” “I haven’t heard of those since I was a teenager.” “I remember when that song came out!” YES infodump about MTV and radios and old cars to me. You are so cool and interesting. I wish I had known you when you were my age. I hope we would have been friends.

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So my thoughts recently have been these:

• queer masculinity got watered down and pushed out of queer spaces and its annoying to see the aftermath bc everyone wants a domtop daddy partner but is grossed out by like. Idk body hair? Cargo shorts? Ill get back to you on that

• we have this weird breed of transmascs who dont necessarily want to admit that they have the privilege of being transmasculine in relation to transfems (something youre able to have while also being affected by transphobia and misogyny as separate events, just not transmisogyny bc thats not rlly how it works)

• a weird breed of queer people who dont want to be assertive or dominant or capable of like?? Anything at all? ‘I cant do the dishes im neurodivergent’ or whatever? So this weird avoidance of responsibility, accountability, independence, even in sexual situations (see top shortage, whatever that is)

• a weird fear of penises which most people associate w/ masculinity and therefore the transmisogyny that ensues because of that

• inability to communicate, organize, or basically behave like adults because of like. Idk the fear of being wrong? Why do I feel like a lot of other transmasc queer folks ive met irl recently have the tendency to be weird and catty ?

• competing victim mentalities, trauma olympics etc. instead of a focus on healing from wounds. The weird sense of individualism some folks get about mental illness, individual trauma, what have you. Something that singles you out from the crowd or excuses you from accountability instead of something you can use to relate to other people w/ the same issues or a way to help you like. Look at yourself and your habits better.

• people who dont want to put effort into friendships, bad faith, not wanting to give help without immediate reciprocation?

Weird relationships between capability, masculinity, bioessentialism, responsibility, and community maybe? I think we have a lot of queer transmasc folks who dont feel comfy w/ their own masculinity (or assertiveness or dominance or things we associate w/ masculinity in the West ig) because they believe any connection to masculinity/men/ whatever is like. Inherently evil maybe? Because misogyny? Fear of perceived masculinity? Idk? Help?

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#ive gotten a lot of abuse for being butch and im literally afab #i cant imagine how hard it is for other trans folks who dont have that privilege #what ive learned recently is that its hard to keep yourself together in times like these #i dont think having your shit together is indicative of any moral quality abt a person #but feeling butch as a he/him lesbian makes me feel confident enough to do scary things #and its hard but I think a lot of us could benefit from that?#maybe this is part of why transmascs are so awful to transfems sometimes?#like feeling jealous of their oppression? which is weird?#idk im connecting dots #bullshit #bonehagramblin

ik maybe being in onset of schizophrenia/related disorder is fucking me up a little more than I thought. I have no diagnosis, just a family history and all the shit I’ve been pretending not to see around me for most of my life. wild that you do Weed one time and the creatures are back

#bonehagramblin #schizospec #questioning schizospec shit #idk man