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Bamon | Hardest of Hearts

Bonnie & Damon, to this day, haunt me.

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[fells-church]

Bonnie McCullough

[pretty-little-fairy-princess]

Damon took a step into the area. He swung the flat of his hand, stopping it just at the last second before it could impact Bonnie’s face. Bonnie, eyes shut, took absolutely no notice. Damon tried again, raising his hand, swinging, only stop dead exactly at the moment when his fingers touched Bonnie’s cheek. Elena lost her cool. “LADY ULMA’S BABY IS GOING TO DIE BECAUSE OF YOU!” she screamed, at the same time sending the words with all the Power she could summon. “THIS HAS TO STOP! SHE’S GOING TO MISCARRY AND IT WILL BE ALL YOUR FAULT BECAUSE YOU COULDN’T STOP IT—” And then Damon stopped it. Damon kissed Bonnie. Elena, from her perch, could see it all. She saw how Damon, who was not so very tall himself, had to bend down to her, and how, ignoring her tear-smeared face, he kissed her just as she was opening her mouth for a fresh scream. Elena could see Bonnie’s eyes open and widen and then blink as if she were coming out of some fugue state. Then she slowly shut her eyes as she cooperated with the kiss—and then she went limp. Her hands, which had been raised in defensive claws, relaxed and went around Damon’s neck and then slowly, she brought them down to her sides. She swayed. Silence spread out from them like ripples in a pool. Meredith and Elena looked at each other, each slightly ashamed. There, they had been advocating violence toward a sister, and had entirely missed Damon’s better solution. And Elena told herself that it was not in the least because she was jealous of Bonnie—after all, Meredith hadn’t thought of it either, and Meredith didn’t want Damon to kiss her. And since when do I want Damon to kiss me? Elena asked herself, feeling something now like fear.

Dinner Disaster - LJ Smith

Damon loves Bonnie so much, he couldn’t bring himself to slap her, at least he tried twice, but instead he kissed her, and how jealous Elena got because of that kiss...

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What can I say... I just love Bamon (bookBamon) :)

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Bamon - Don't think I could forgive you.

A wonderful video about one of my favourite soulmates by @nastasiyaplato !

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Bamon - [Book TVD]

I love this video. It was on a loop, it is in a loop and it will remain in a loop 🥰.

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Through his mind

Set in midnight, when Damon rescued Bonnie from Shinichi in the Dark Dimension. This is basically a take on what was going on in Damon's mind.  

He felt his throat closing up.

For a while, he had really believed he'd lost her. For a while, he had thought he would be too late. But, she was here now, in his arms. It doesn't matter, he told himself, trying not to think of how Bonnie had looked in there. She's here now. But he couldn't ignore how she was trembling, or the tears running down her face.

Poor little redbird, he thought, hugging her close. I'll never leave you alone anymore. I'll never let anyone hurt you. I'll never let you go.

She was so small in his arms...so soft, so fragile, and so breakable.

He wiped her tears away. If it hadn't been for him, she'd never have to cry.

He hugged her closer, as close as it could be. What if they had hurt her? What if she had died? The thought stung him; it hurt him worse than a hundred wooden spades running through his heart. He didn't even try to imagine what Elena would say, or the look on Matt's face. What if this had been her body that he was clutching, instead of her? It so easily could have been, considering how late he was.

Could you live through that, Damon? Knowing she was dead, and knowing it was your fault?

No, he thought, planting a gentle kiss on her lips. They were so soft, and tasted like strawberries. She always tasted like strawberries. I'll never let you die.

"Little redbird! I'm going to go now, and make them pay for what they did to you."

"No, don't" she said.

"No?"

"No." And suddenly, he knew. She wanted him stay with her. She needed him, even if it was just for a little while. Nobody had asked him to stay before. Nobody had needed him like that...

..."Can you remember three things?" she asked

"I'd gamble on it." He kissed her on her forehead, holding her tighter.

"First, you ruined my very brave death."

Something shrank inside Damon as she said it. But he knew she'd meant it as a joke, so he smiled and said "We can always go back and you can have another try."

"Second, you left me in that horrible inn for a week." Damon knew she'd say that, but it did nothing to make him feel better. Leaving her like that, all alone, poor Bonnie who couldn't fight a rabbit, in a place like this... " I...I didn't mean to" He knew it was no excuse. "It was only four days, but I never should have done it."

"Third..." her voice became so faint he could barely hear what she was saying. She looked up at him, her face looking so tired, it broke his heart. He knew she wouldn't remain conscious for long.

"And...fourth..."

"Fourth? You said three things." Damon smiled.

"I have to say this—" She dropped her head on his shoulder. He could feel her curls on his neck, her sweet, warm breath on his skin. He could hear her voice in his head, but he didn't know what she was saying.

"I can hear a faint murmuring sound in my head. Just tell me normally. We're well away from anyone."

But she insisted, sending the thought out explosively. It reached him, and then she fainted.

"Fourth, I know the way to the seven legendary kitsune treasures, Bonnie sent to him. That includes the biggest star ball ever made. But if we want it, we have to get to it—fast."

It was strange, for at that moment he couldn't care any less about kitsune treasures. He bundled her up in his arms, trying to warm her up. He had just hoped, when she'd insisted on speaking in their minds, that she would say it out loud, what they both knew. He didn't know what he would've done if she'd said it, he knew he didn't deserve to hear it, after all he had done, but in some part of his cold, black heart, he still hoped.

Bonnie. He always had what he wanted, but she wasn't one of the things he felt a desperate need to posses. At that moment, he was just glad that she was alive, breathing in his arms.

My baby bird, he thought, kissing her very softly on the lips, so as not to wake her up. You are safe, you are with me. It is enough. He smiled down at her, wishing the moment could last forever. It is more than I could ever ask for.