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Can somebody please get myself out of my head? I'm too involved

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For the first time since ever I want to move to a place, that is constantly warm and bright.

Does that mean that I am getting better?

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I'm so mad. I'm so fucking mad and nobody has the fucking right to say that I am not right about being fucking mad because hell this is the emotional I want to feel and am feeling you fucking fuck.

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And again I'm isolating myself and counting calories. I guess I'll stay a mess until forever...?

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Let me sleep

Please please please

Just sleep

Let me

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But growth is so damn painful

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I will grow above myself and great things are going to happen

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And kind of am afraid about all the tears I will cry and about all the moments in which I am going to realise that my actions are inappropriate