#borderline--satanic

[thatbluelight]

let's start a group for people that don't get tagged in things and don't really get considered peterick writers or writer's in general or just never get noticed by people. it would be a chill group

LMAOOO. yeah i just. :)))) sometimes im p chill about it because i write for myself at the end of the day and not to be noticed by others, but ive been in a shitty mood w my writing lately where its not doing what i want it to, and so im like ‘huh. maybe me thinking that this is bad is how people ALWAYS feel’ 

but its okay- i know that sometimes people just forget and this is me making things a better deal than it has to be! we’re good writers n i know that *enter praying emoji since im on my laptop rn*

[vintagemiserie]

hnnnnn im on number 12 (i know...I'm slow haha) and it's candles and I can make this shit go 2 ways. One fluff and one angst. I'm just trying to figure out what I want to do

idk when this was sent since i just got home but uhhh look @ the ratio of angst to fluff n if its more than 75% angst go w fluff alkdsjfalskdj

[lovelybandom]

@borderline--satanic is the bomb

@borderline--satanic 💣

[smalltalktorture]

borderline--satanic replied to your post: 5, 6

Um first off…ouch.

i’d say i’m sorry but would you believe me

[smalltalktorture]

5, 6

5: help

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Patrick never asked for help. It was either a trait or a flaw, depending on who was asking, was most of all, it was a fact.

Even when he really, really should ask for help. 

Andy should have known something was wrong, but as he watched Patrick freeze halfway through Heaven’s Gate, clutching the mic stand like it was a lifeline, he realized he wasn’t watching close enough.

He nearly leapt over his drum kit to make it to Patrick’s side once all the tension disappeared from Patrick’s body and Patrick collapsed to the stage floor.

The only thing Andy could hear was the crowd screaming.

6: illusion

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Patrick saw Pete wherever he went. 

He wasn’t real, Patrick knew it. He’d watched Pete die five months ago, staked in the sunlight by the born-again Sangsue. He knew it was final, he knew Pete wasn’t coming back. 

But he saw Pete everywhere, every day as he tried to search for whoever had survived the attack on the Clan. His hair grew whiter, but he wouldn’t give up.

Pete wouldn’t want him to.

Sometimes, Patrick swore the illusion of Pete was real. Sometimes, that hurt worse than anything else could.

send me a number

[vintagemiserie]

please do haha i don't want to miss anything vital

ok i think i tagged everything alkdsjfalkdjslafkj frolic in all of the info

[smalltalktorture]

Hi. Just here to say that FUCK YOUR NEWEST UPDATE FOR UNTIL YOUR BREATHING STOPS WAS GREAT IT HURT MY HEART A LITTLE BUT ITS FINE BECAUSE I LOVED IT SO FUCKING THANK YOU I JUST UGH LOVED IT SO DAMN MUCH

a;dfjhsdfjh;askdjhfph i thought this ask was going to go in a completely different direction lmao

OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH like really posting this was super anxiety inducing for me so THANK U i am so glad you liked it!

i consider my newest update fucked <3

[vintagemiserie]

Honestly? the whole follower thing sucks. I totally get it. But, you have to remember that it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if you have 500 followers or if you have 2. I think what matters is if you surround yourself with the good people. Like yea, sure people are unfollowing you, that's because they don't know how to chill and be patient. you're an artist. you're an author. Content is going to be rough some days and if people don't get that, they can fuck off.

alksdfjalkdj thanks kali~~

im salty about it cuz i enjoy looking at big numbers and growth but at the same time. im definitely a niche blog (i mean. a bunch of aus on top of me going back n forth between all of em so fast is not everyones taste) so im happy w what i have

on another note since ppl have unfollowed me that means that i can be even louder and complain more since they arent here to hear it anymore!! yaaaayy