hi I wanted to make sure I had all my favorite fics bookmarked,, do you know the name of a longer one where andreil eventually buy a house together, and throughout they have andrew having bad days (neil, too, I think) and sometimes he'll wake up and look at a scratch on the ceiling/wall? and at the end, in the new house I think the walls are green? all I I remember is this helping andrew know where he was when he awoke love what you guys do tysm x
i believe you’re thinking of this one!-maz
light fires at night (to push back the void) by inthesea (M | 61,862 | 3/3)
The first time Andrew realizes he wants to hear the words, Neil isn’t even doing anything. He’s just sitting there, staring at the horizon with that stupidly dramatic faraway expression of his, and letting the cigarette burn down between his fingers all the way to the filter — an outrageous waste of good nicotine, if you asked Andrew.
(Or: 20+ times Andrew and Neil say I love you, and one time they say it out loud.)