#bowen2

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honey: *blushes*..fuck

camden: *chuckle* I was hoping you’d have that reaction. 

honey: not gonna lie, thought it would be better *smirk*

camden: oh shut up *laugh* but you don’t know how long i’ve been wanting to kiss you. *shrug* but, not surprised you couldn’t wait any longer to taste these lips.

honey: *sarcasm* oh camden you got such a way words. *laugh* heres the camden I know and love. but you’re not wrong?

camden: *smirk* love?

honey: yes, love. camden I-

matthew: *from afar* honey! time to come inside its late, and tell your boyfriend to go home while your at it.

honey: *blushes* um I gotta go, see you at school?

camden: hmp, see you *smirk*

honey @ honey: *blushes* dear god. damn it dad.

honey: coming!

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camden: shouldn’t you be inside helping your parents unpack?

honey: shouldn’t you be at home by now? you said you were leaving, you got scared of my dad. remember? *laugh*

camden: I can’t just leave you here alone, this may be the suburbs but we still have creeps. *smirk*

honey: I’m not alone, I have my food! plus I’m literally in my backyard. *laugh*

camden: so... did you think of a way to tell your parents? I’m starting to think you’re just avoiding telling them what happened.

honey: this again.. I-I’m still thinking, I can’t just go up to them and be like “oh hey mom, hey dad I got raped-

liz: w-what?

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20 minutes later..

honey: mom? 

liz: *smile* look what I have kiddo

honey: *smile* oh my god, you’re pregnant! o-oh my god mom, congratulations! I’m gonna be a big sister I can’t believe this!

matthew: I knew she’d be happy, I told you! you were freaking out for no reason. you had nothing to worry about *smile*

liz: *sigh* I guess you were right, I’m so glad you’re happy about this its been a long time since we had a baby around the house and since your going off to college soon we’ll have another kid running around while you’re gone *wipes tear* I couldn’t be happier

honey: *sigh* its gonna be weird to get used to but I’ll have a little sibling to boss around!

matthew: honey!

honey: kidding! I’m kidding *laugh* I’ll have a little sibling to hangout w-with like a new little b-buddy. 

honey @ honey: cmon tell them about trever, just tell them! you know you need to! ugh honey you’re such a damn chicken, you’re hurting alot just tell them and get that fucking asshole in court 

honey: *mumbles* I c-can’t

liz: what was that babe?

honey: it was nothing 

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max: *sigh* ugh, shit this isn’t the guys washroom is it?

max: ...honey? you okay, why are you skipping?

honey: u-uh, *sniffle* I'm fine

max: hon y’know you can talk to me, I know we’re going through this big gap right now but I love you. -as a friend. ugh fuck it, i don’t love you just as a friend and y’know that, blondie.

honey: *sigh* max please I-I don’t wanna talk about it, just know that I’m fine. I p-promise...

max: I don’t believe that promise hon. cmon i know you would never skip, me on the other hand, I’d skip in a heartbeat. guess you’re learning from your good ol’ max? ;)

honey: *laughing* ugh I s-suck don’t I? why don’t I-I like you? you’re literally the b-best.

max: ouch, that one got me right in the heart, but thanks I guess. aha

honey: ugh see? I fucking ruin everything don’t I... I’m such a loser

max: don’t say that hon! you don’t, jesus christ why are you saying this about your self? I’ve never heard you like this! do I have a part in this? because honey If so, I’m so fucking sorry

honey: its nothing you did I swear its someone else..

max: honey.. cmon let it out. it will feel better i promise.

honey: *sigh*

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the date went on..

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honey: morning, ma, morning pa. you guys look really happy this morning how come? 

matthew: *ignores* *laugh* what are you trying to do, blondie. *blocks hands*

liz: *frown* there was something on your face- honey! oh gosh your hair!

honey: what? is there something wrong with it? what am i suppose to do, this isn’t growing out for ages, oh god, oh god.

matthew: its beautiful, *mumbles* but different. I don’t know what your mom is trying to hint, but whats with the change? I loved your long hair.

liz: hey hey hey, wait. that i-isn’t what i was trying to give off, I love it. it just surprised me, y’know?

honey: aw cmon, its fine if you guys don’t like it. I just had to change something about myself. I just felt like my long hair was just holding me back and reminding me of the bad things, ugh I probably sound stupid. *sigh* but I just had to get rid of the bad, and start my new *mumbles* hopefully, happy memories from now on.

liz: I’m glad you’re back to your happy self hon, you may have “had” to cut your hair for it, but all me and your dad care about is how you feel, remember if you ever need to let out some feelings and talk about what has been going on we’re here.

matthew: what your mom said, we love you sweetie. we can talk it out just like how we did when you were hurting about max.

honey: aha, when did this turn into therapy? guys i k-know, I w-will.

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I've got scars from my life before you  Please dont think Im insecure  I just cant trust no one else  Please dont think I'm insecure I just feel safe by myself 

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camden: come on, honey! stop!

honey: what do you want?! I don’t understand why you’re so jealous of max? like I like you! you don’t need to be rubbing it to everyone constantly i’m not a fucking prize camden, I'm a human being. thank you so much for making my day even worse.

camden: *sigh* i’m sorry aight, I don’t know what came over me. i hate this i just wanted to find you, and comfort you. I didn’t want any of this shit to happen.

honey: *groan* seems like you always have something to apologize for camden. you really need to work on that, huh? *starts to walk away*

camden: honey! I know you're just angry at trever you don’t need to be taking it all out on me.

honey: are you serious? you really are so oblivious.

camden: *mumbled* ugh fuck..