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So I did something I never wanted to do

and this is 'ask a guy out,' since as all for gender-equality that I am, it still feels so weird to me when the girl is the one making all the moves in a hetero relationship. It's just something that was ingrained in me I guess that I need to work on getting rid off.

UGH. He likes to move really slowly. Like we're not officially together and he really doesn't want to say we are, though everyone asks if we're a couple and it's obvious we're into each other. And FINALLY we kissed last night (again, I had to instigate it, but he seemed more than okay with it). And I'm like "Bro, I could be moving in like a month and a half. We don't have time for your hesitation and caution." But OF COURSE I'm not going to say that because he should feel comfortable with whatever is going on. *flail*

I know there are a lot of circumstances that are making his caution strong. He just got out of a 3 year relationship a couple months ago, one where I believe he was cheated on. There's the time limit. So I understand. I totally understand. But I don't have to be happy about it.

But it was a nice night. We watched Fellowship of the Ring and ate dinner. And kissed each others faces and I got a kiss goodnight and that's all pretty cool.Just wanted to let you people know what was up since so many of you were so supportive of my last "AAAAAAHHHHH" message about him. I love you guys. :)

And now I go to Japanese

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 boxofinfinity replied to your post: Why is everything more interesting than philosophy...

No matter what level of schooling you’re in, everything ELSE aside from your finals/testing/whatever subject you’re working on will be interesting. It’s a fact. :U

Seriously. D: I wish this wasn't the case though!

 pocketcucco replied to your post:  pocketcucco replied to your post: Why is...

Ugh I know the feeling. D: Good luck though!

You too! :3