#boy 18

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I should really start keeping up with this because here's the story of another boy who is not relevant at all anymore but would have made the list, or did in this case anyway.

Okay so I went to a frat party last night because I wanted to see 22 and so we got there and we were trying to find each other and I saw him before he saw me and he was dancing with this girl in like an actual dancing manner so I was like “yeah, okay, it’s not like we’re dating or anything, he can dance with whoever he wants,” and then I sort of walked away and then I saw him later alone so I finally went up to say hi to him and like immediately after I said hi and introduced the friend I was with, he introduced us to what I thought was one of the freshman pledges and then left and the other guy asked me to dance but I was like “no thanks,” and it turns out that this was probably wise because he was actually a 17-year-old senior in high school and yeah…

But anyway, I met some more people and we were all sitting, talking on a couch in the basement and then we saw 22 go up with his ho and they were holding hands and this really solidified in me that it’s clear that the two or three weeks he was with me all the time and said he wanted to date me and was super sweet was just because I was the flavor of the time because he was like dancing and shit close with this ho and then I was like “omg” so one of my friends was like “OMG I’m going to go pour my beer on him,” and well there’s no convincing the drunk, right? But then she came back downstairs and said they had just been talking and ugh but then I was like “screw boys” so I asked the pledges and friends I was hanging out with if they wanted to dance and then we were dancing in a circle and 22 came back with his ho and so I turned so my back would be to him and I made eye contact with 26 and I thought he was trying to get into our dance circle and I smiled at him and eventually he came and started dancing behind me in that way so I was like “sure, why not,” and eventually 22 left his ho momentarily to tap me on the shoulder and I was like “what?” and he was like “he wants your number."

I thought the guy was one of his brothers and he was trying to set me up with him for brotherhood but 26 was a cadet who had been invited to the party by one of his friends so he didn’t know 22 at all which means that 22 did this in some twisted way for my benefit?

Here is 26's side of the story: 26 got my number because 22 saw me dancing with him and asked the guy if he wanted my number and 26 said yeah so then 22 went to me and was like “he wants your number,"

And here is 22's side of the story:

So apparently 26 had been like looking at me for the entire night but he wasn't making any moves and 22 noticed this and decided to encourage 26 to dance with me and then he hooked him up with my number in the previously mentioned way.

I was freaking out about this for a while, that 26 had wanted to dance with me all night but was too shy to do so. I love shit like this and when 22 told me this I was like "awwwwwww," and 26 and I texted for a couple of days after the party and he seemed pretty solid...

but then he got back with his girlfriend so...

and just for the sake of saying something, 16 and 18 have also found true love, or at least relationships. So yup, here I am, forever alone.

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Update on Tinder boys (this was actually from three weeks ago, whoops)

16: So on Friday it was late and we started getting into deep conversation and like it was nice that he was willing to go along with it. It was really unexpected too, we started playing the question game and then we talked about relationships and I said I had gotten hurt and like he said I could trust him and at first I was super skeptical but he was really chill about the deep turn the conversation took and I don’t know, it’s been nice. We don’t talk every single day but it’s pretty even in terms of when he texts me and when I text him and we always talk really well and I don’t know, it’s nice. He said he’s not a hookup kind of person and like yes anyone can say that so I’m not saying I believe everything about him yet but I am saying that I would definitely want to go on a date with him come fall and he told me he would like that too. 18: This guy reminds me of a guy who used to stalk me a few years ago (and who still hasn’t completely let me go but it’s been better lately) and yeah, this isn’t good at all. He repeatedly says he wants to be with me and talks about being good enough for me and being a boyfriend to a girl like me despite having just met me. He repeatedly whines about “being friendzoned,” and “not being debate able,” despite his claim that he is such a nice guy. When I tell him that I’m hanging out with a friend he questions me about their gender and that's just weird.

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Currently on Tinder

I don't really know how I'm going to do this since like boys on here come and go but there are at least four that I'm pretty sure about so here it goes!

16: Goes to my college. I actually talked to this guy a lot during the first time around on Tinder, especially during the break but I got a boyfriend during the break so nothing ever really happened between us. I messaged him again this time around and we finally got past Tinder and he asked for my number. I like him, I hope we stay talking throughout the summer and go on a date or something once we're back on campus.

17: A friend of a friend. I like him but I don't see much happening in the future since he actually graduated and is going to law school. He has expressed interest in wanting to take me out this summer though so who knows. We have also moved on to texting.

18: Goes to my college. This guy actually looked kinda weird in his last Tinder picture which I recognized from my college's group page on facebook but he looked pretty good in his other photos so I decided to give him a shot. He likes me more than I like him by a lot and he really wants to take him out but I told him we should wait until we're back on campus so it might or might not happen. But yeah, he's really relationship horny and eh. We have also moved on to texting.

19: Goes to my college, lives in my dorm, so many mutual friends, we discovered we've actually been in the same place at the same time on multiple occasions since he went to a rival high school, I think I'm in love. We've been talking nonstop and we've really hit it off. I'm actually going to make an individual post about him so to be continued...