#boy vent

[bun1cul]

If you knew how disgusting I really am, would you still look at me the same?

[bun1cul]

Ending my sht tonight

Let's see if I survive this attempt this time.

[bun1cul]

Deep in my heart, I want someone to save me.

[bun1cul]

If going through every suffer once again meant I'd grow to be an empathetic person I am today, I'd do it all again.

[bun1cul]

I've failed so many attempts to the point that everyone got tired of me and just let me be.

I hope one day I'll be successful at this one thing atleast.

[bun1cul]

My dad neglected me growing up, so I know exactly what tf my problem is.

[bun1cul]

I will keep cutting to feel alive