#br4instormz

[br4inxstormz]

came up with a new word last night while spiraling about my old flame:

“Witcheswitch”

"as if black magic was purely love & pure intention, if it was sweet (-might i mention)."

I fear not who i am, but who i may be, -which is which?

-which am i?

the reflection is not a mirror, but a window projecting to the soul

how luring, only i could know the dark energy

blood on the carpet,

I witness the witch & her- "Witcheswitch "

Origin/Root: The Levant(eastern Mediterranean region of Western Asia) late 16th century, continental/Low Germanic roots, Middle Dutch Early Renaissance in Europe, Ancient Mesopotamia, Egypt, . ---------------------------------------------------------

here's what i have on it:

playlist i made based off the word (i make many random playlists but with significant<-->subtlety) i fw the word based what a simple word too

this song played during my nonverbal #brainstorm i was baked as fuck & i was lowkey like wait this shit is so fire & this song is how "witcheswitch" would sound & look like

okay lowkey there's more i wanna do with this but it's gonna have to wait cuz i gotta go work

sex like black magic ^^^

[br4inxstormz]

a light purple brainstorm

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i’m like the thought process on wisdom teeth & whether or not you fear its removal

-/

i was told once that “natives don’t grow their wisdom teeth” & i still believe in it even though funny enough she just called me gullible

i never thought to fact check it either but i brought it up again during a drunk(i was faded) -call & on a separate occasion with another friend (who’s also native) & they both gave (pretty much) the same answer.

but get this… i don’t fucking remember what either of them said LMFAOOOO

how i feel:

to this day i still haven’t fact checked it & have just been letting it roam free in my head

[br4inxstormz]

i’m not calm or patient i’m Thinking

jeez leave me alone

lowkey i didn’t mean that

i may as well be a black cat & cursed

ok i’m so tired rn why can’t i stop typing

all i do is think & drive am i driving myself crazy on some dad joke shit cuz it fr always be ur own brain

TSKEITOUT YSKEIYOUT TAKE IT OUT

i wonder if a random person ends up diagnosing me if they ever find this in like 60 years

[br4inxstormz]

i fucking love the word brainstorm

but what the fuck is green needle

bruh can i balance my hemispheres

i’m uncertain i can’t stay still

i don’t want to be the wind anymore let me be the earth stripped due soon & my bare skin

bzzttsssszzzzzzswoooshhhhshs… (onomatopoeia of how br4instormz sounds like to me kinda like technological wind

ohhh so it’s the vulnerability issues

[br4inxstormz]

“Crazy!”

but in cursive ygm

^just like that pretty much

& i’m driving 333 fuck my chud ass life

[br4inxstormz]

life is a game of hide & seek

& i can hear you but you are nowhere to be seen

even more frightening, whose voice is it i hear? what voice? which voice?

“what volume?”

crosses scare me i want to be crooked but i lie flat

[br4inxstormz]

Sex like black magic

i hope there’s no limit to how many notes i can make

these r my sticky notes

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—————>> blehhhhh