OKAY SO THERE ARE THESE 4 PEOPLE:
THERE IS ONE GIRL WHO IS SO PRETTY AND REMINDS ME OF THE SUN BECAUSE SHE IS SO WARM AND MAKES ME FEEL SAFE EVEN WHEN EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG. SHE SOMETIMES MAKES ME MAD BECAUSE SHE WANTS EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF THEY DON'T DESERVE IT, BUT THAT'S ALSO ONE OF THE THINGS I LOVE THE MOST ABOUT HER. SHE HAS LITERALLY HELPED BUILD WHO I AM, AND I CAN'T EVER THANK HER ENOUGH.
AND THEN THERE IS THIS GUY. HE HAS KNOWN ME AS LONG AS I HAVE MATTERED, AND HE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME IN WAYS HE PROBABLY DOESN'T EVEN KNOW. I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT HE IS JUST AS MUCH MY BROTHER AS BLOOD COULD EVER MAKE HIM. HE IS EVERYTHING THAT I WISH I COULD BE, AND MORE, AND HE STILL BOTHERS TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME AND THAT'S JUST CRAZY.
THERE IS ANOTHER GIRL WHO IS SO BEAUTIFUL IT HURTS MY HEART IN THE BEST SORT OF WAY. SHE IS SO QUIET AND NICE, BUT SHE HAS THIS SPARK INSIDE HER THAT BLOWS ME AWAY. SHE TAKES CARE OF ME SOMETIMES, AND I THINK THAT IF SHE COULD SEE WHAT I SEE WHEN I LOOK AT HER SHE WOULDN'T BELIEVE IT. I WOULD BURN THE ENTIRE WORLD DOWN TO PROTECT HER.
AND THE LAST ONE SHOULDN'T REALLY COUNT SINCE HE'S MY BOYFRIEND AND BOYFRIENDS DON'T COUNT AS BEST FRIENDS BUT SOMEHOW HE DOES.
and they all make me feel so strong, and i know that i can really do anything because they will always have my back. I want to spend all of my time writing them love letters, but instead i just try to be happy because i know that's what they would want.
