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✅️ stay up late scrolling
i deserve to die from the sleep deprivation atp

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❌️ sleep
✅️ stay up late scrolling
i deserve to die from the sleep deprivation atp
Not an update but have a sleepy Darkfruit
I'm also for SOME reason deeply terrified that these people that I genuinely like and look up to are going to think I'm trying to use them to get something out of a connection with them. Which is even more absurd than thinking everyone secretly hates me
Me: *posts pictures because I felt pretty and wouldn’t mind some compliments*
People: *compliment me*
Me: :D
Inner me: Attention whore
love fucking up and throwing the whole game when i'm playing with people i look up to this is SO FUN
I have a lot of issues and I always rant about them at 5:30am after I've had a good day that I for some crazy reason believe was fake
I know I've said this before but I really do sometimes believe that everyone around me secretly hates me and wants me to leave but they're too polite to say it out loud and I'm too dense to pick up on the vibe
I got invited personally to play the ptb with some really cool people that I watch on twitch and I had a lot of fun but my brain IS trying to convince me that I am annoying and they hated me :)