Does it ever get easier? After you’ve dealt with the feelings but you no longer know if that person is happy. I just want you to be doing well. I hope that you’ve found happiness, strength, and the life you always wanted even if that has changed by now, I hope that those wishes also come true. Things get harder as you get older and you’re no longer able to hold onto people you once held dear but I want more than anything that you’ve found peace in the turmoil. It always felt like forever just like when we always thought we’d know each other forever but i just hope that your story has continued on from that dark place we existed in together. I saw it once said that sometimes friends can break your heart worse than a partner and I know all too well that to be true. I hope that you’ve found the same happiness in those around you that I have. You don’t hold the same physical place in my life but even in the deep pockets of my mind I wish you well. I wish you peace. You’ll never read this but that’s ok I think I need this sort of stuff to help my own healing because one thing I did learn from you is that my life is MY LIFE and I have to live it the way that leads me to happiness.
