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lukewarm
past loves have been lukewarm and so i’ve spit them out
they never met the expectations held by my mouth
were they too high? some would say yes- i would disagree
just because love has never manifested physically
does not diminish the great desire to have and hold and be
IN LOVE is not a feeling i have every truly seen
outside of with my child, sometimes God, occasionally me
only one of those holds fast and strong, the others come and go
for i can’t predict how my mind may shift or how the seasons of Him flow
i want so badly to believe in Him and in myself
it’s hard when every man i’ve know has made me feel like less
how do i honor God when He is man and made them all?
and why did He create this self hatred that’s so strong?
imagination runs wild and free when someone shows up as pure
but hesitations and past relations bring my knees to the floor
oh please God, i be of Thee, shower me with grace
let truth be known, leave Your throne, and guide me on my way
i’d walk beside You fearlessly toward a subject who is fair
we’d live a righteous life and at the end meet You up there
we’d give our thanks and know without a doubt we were one soul
split apart in two bodies meant to meet and grow
i sit here in my solitude and dream of love so real
i know i’ve seen it once before, but to see is not to feel
prayers have gone unanswered and my Faith has been let down
if You are real, don’t hesitate-in love, Lord, let me drown
no safer feeling
than being held in the arms
of a man who loves God
knowing the hands
that touch me in the most sacred places
are divinely protected
alleviates the fear
that our sins won’t be forgiven
exonerated
by His mercy
have
mercy
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