#brainlitter

[theprodigaldreamer]

Umuulan nanaman.

Naaalala ko nanaman ang...

mga panahong inosente pa tayo. Malayang nagtatampisaw sa ilalim ng umiiyak na langit. Masayang humahalak sa bawat pagdampi ng patak ng ulan sa ating katawan. Di mawari ang ligayang hatid ng pagbuhos ng luha ng langit sa lupa. 

Pero nagbago ang lahat nang makilala kita...

Simula noon, hindi ko na magawang sumaya sa pag-iyak ng langit. Sapagkat kasabay no’n ay ako. Ang pagbagsak ng luha ko sa mga markadong papel na naging depinisyon na ng aking buong pagkatao. 

Kasabay ng pagbagsak ng ulan ay ang pagbagsak ng aking mga grado. Kingina this life. 

[theprodigaldreamer]

I know it's stupid but I can't help it. I'm afraid. Terrified. That I will never be anyone's favorite anything ever.

My 3am self

[theprodigaldreamer]

I don't want a Romeo or an Augustus or even a Finnick. They all died young. Read the book idiot. We don't have to be martyrs nor philosophical nor heroic. That's too demanding. Let's make our own brand of romance. Just a simple love affair. Something that will last for a long time.

[theprodigaldreamer]

Do you love me or do you just love how I make you feel?

[theprodigaldreamer]

I want to kill the part of me that says I'm not beautiful.

-because I know that I am.

[theprodigaldreamer]

I'm so mad at myself for not being the person I wanted to become.

[theprodigaldreamer]

I don't want a boyfriend. I already know who I'm gonna marry. He just doesn't know it yet.

the most pathetic thing I've ever said.

[theprodigaldreamer]

A Letter to the Lion-hearted

Hello. I'm not sure if you know who you are but I know that you are struggling. I know it is difficult. It's always difficult. But it is possible. You can overcome your problem. Overcome your demons. Overcome yourself.

You are a warrior. And I know that this battle is wearing you out and you can barely stand. I know that your armor is chinked and your weapons are becoming blunt and rusty. Nevertheless, keep going on. Keep fighting. YOU CAN DO IT. You still can't see beyond the horizon of your enemies but I assure you, beyond those barricades, beyond those mountains, something great awaits you. It will be better. 

I know your pain. I know your suffering. I know your burden. I was there once. And I'm still on that road. But I'm moving on. I'm also full of scars and bruises but I didn't let it kill me or stop me from becoming who I am or who I will be. I am a survivor. I am a conqueror. And so are you. Don't be afraid to trust yourself. You have a lion heart. 

I believe in you. I believe in you even if you don't believe in yourself. And I will keep on believing in you until you start believing in yourself. Please believe in yourself.