I don’t like what we have become, i miss the old us, when we used to be happy and enjoy each other’s company…. now its like we barely know each other. They say time heals everything, but the problem with that is that many of us don’t have the time, and we need to find a magical way in which we can heal our broken hearts.Trying to pretend that i don’t care any more its one of the biggest lie i have ever said and done, pretending to put a smile when in reality all i want to do its cry, pretending that you are meaningless to me its a fantasy that will never happen. You’ve become such an important part of me that letting go means letting go part of myself. Our memories hunt me every night, the joy and the smiles, and laughter that once we share has become a painful experience that i relive it every night before closing my eyes. I tried to run away from something that i cannot run away because i have fallen too hard for you, and know i don’t know how to stand up by myself……… they say time heals everything, but time its only killing me slowly…. oh dear love, this is what happens when you hit rock bottom? because i feel worthless and i cling on to something that it might never happen again, and yet i still try to believe that time will heal me…. even if it means dying a little every night for you…