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Any government which complains that it is not prepared for large numbers of people entering and exiting its borders freely, is failing in its most fundamental duties as a free country.
Idk why the concept of British people playing Wii never occured to me before I thought they played idk
"Royal Console 2008"
or like chess or something
September 18, 2023 - Fourteen years since Romeo’s passing. I thought I’d share a video of Harry Robinson’s dog, Brittain, playing with Romeo in March of 2009. Brittain was considered Romeo’s best friend and the two (along with Harry) would go on hikes together every morning.
Changes.
I feel unbothered by the idea of leaving home - I started to look up other countries I might be interested in visiting, but then I thought "I don't even wanna come back here in the first place, the reason why I want to leave is just so that I never come back to the old me." So I did throw the idea of back-pack travel around Europe.
"What if we go to the great land of England?" I said to myself. The more I learn about this country the more I love it - I hope this is not just a flashy feeling I'll forget in a couple of days. Because taking this leap is literally the scariest thing I could ever think of - me, alone, in a different country, across the globe? I get the hibbie jibbies every single time I think of it but in a good way.
I've been a kid my whole life, who never had to make any decisions whatsoever in her life, but now I see myself trying to get to adult stuff and it freaks me out - yes I know I'm 22 but according to my therapist I'm stuck, trauma things I suppose.
So I want to take it step by step, if I get confused I can always ask... right? The first step is getting a passport, that's an easy part. Next - I don't really know.
This would be SO much easier if had a family member, a friend, a friend of a friend... someone, ANYONE who's done this before. It's hard to be alone in this in a way, specially with my anxiety crippling right behind me. I wanna stay positive and I want to try but sometimes I wish someone could help me figure it out. Sometimes it seems like a lot - even if it's not, idk.
I know changes are hard, but I've been through them since forever so I don't even know why this is triggering me so much - maybe my therapist would help.
Actually, I want a new therapist, one that can give me more than words, I think I need to go deep into the roots of this trauma (that could possibly go way back) but I'm not sure if it's worth it.
I think I'll focus on one big change in a while. I'll be getting a cat soon, that made me less sad. Let's start there. There's no rush... yeah, no rush.
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Why Not Being Able to make Alliances Destroys Aspiring Autocratic Empires
Russia is the last Colonial Empire; having conquered, at one time or another, most of her neighbors, many of whom are still subjects. China is the latest wanna be colonial power with their floundering Belt and Road initiative. This article points out a fatal flaw in their plans for world domination that has reoccurred throughout history. China and the Alliance Allergy of Rising Powers
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