@broadkast : it's lazy in nature , much like jasper himself . turning his half asleep body to the side to easily face other half . taking him in for just a second before leaning in to push their lips together . for no reason - just because .
soft moments like these make the pain worth it , the tumultuous fights a necessary evil if it means they get to be like this . that 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 while jasper looks him over feels like he's truly being seen , like jasper isn't just looking at him but looking right into the depths of who he is . it's a vulnerability he's never ready for , the idea of showing his ᵉⁿᵗⁱʳᵉ ˢᵉˡᶠ to someone always beyond terrifying . the fact that jasper has seen the worst of him , knows his past and ᴀʟʟ ɪᴛ ᴇɴᴛᴀɪʟꜱ , and still looks at him with such softness and love — it means the world to him . he'll never have the words to explain it , never know exactly how to vocalize everything jasper means to him . maybe he doesnt always show it the best way , but he's never felt this kind of love before .
their lips touch and it feels like home . it just feels right , like this is what they were 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 . he doesn't ask why , doesn't need a reason . in truth , when he's with jasper all reason flys out the window . hand moves to cup the brunettes face , ever so gentle but still with a hint of 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 , keeping him held close , even pulling himself closer to him . when it comes to jasper jason always wants more . nothings ever enough . he'd gladly spend all his days on the floor of whatever abandoned place they can find , curled up under streetlights , living life in the darkest pits of the world without complaint if it meant getting to live life with him .