May 31, 2020
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That Girl
Once upon a time, i fell in love on a perfect girl. Everyone idolizes her. On the other hand, i am just a nobody. I’m typical and mundane as it gets. But i became her best friend. Her outlet, her companion, her diary. I never use her for my own good. I mean, How could i if i love her with so much willingness? She's everything to me, the reason why i woke up, the smiles on my lips and the source of my laughs.Yes, i am madly, deeply and hardly in love on my best friend. I thought of telling her how much i love her, of how far i would go for her, on how i could endure everything for her but I’m afraid. I’m afraid of crossing the line that would throw everything away that we have. I never want my heart to be broken, i just want to see her love me.. Even if its only as a friend. But i did the opposite and now I’m broken, shattered and in pain of her heart shattering words, cruel actions and disgusted gaze. I feel a pang of regret and at the same time relief. I regret that i threw everything away but at the same time i am relieve that I wont be a prisoner of this forlorn love. What went wrong? I’m just loving such wonderful girl? I just fell in love. I just want to adore her, love her, protect Her, hold her and make her mine. She is an amazing girl and i just want to spend the rest of my life making her happy and seeing her smile. What is bad with that? Oh right... Because I AM A GIRL TOO.