Well uh, at least Tails is having fun up there, lol. You were saying, Shadow?
Thank you. *He looks back at Sonic, rubbing his hand with his thumb. Sonic is watching Tails fly around in the sky. He's chasing birds around now. Sonic calls up to him*
Better come down before you get tired, lil bro!! *He grins as Tails waves at him, acknowledging what he said*
Hm? *Sonic looks over at him*
I.... Wish to speak with you. About yesterday.
*Sonic's expression falters* ... Oh. Right. Sure. What's up?
... I and the others have noticed a... Pattern. It worries us. One where you intentionally throw yourself into harm's way, regardless of your strength or injuries.
Well, yeah. I do it to save my friends.
Yes, but.. Look around you. Your friends are incredibly strong. All of them. You may be a hero, but... You do not need to sacrifice yourself for them.
But I want to. I mean, hah... *He smooths back his quills, looking up at the sky* What else am I supposed to do? I'm the hero. The savior. Always have been. I like to do it.
But doing that may end up costing more than it's worth.
*Sonic turns to look at him, his expression hardening* My friends are worth it. You're worth it.
You know that's not what I mean.
Sonic. Listen to me. If you hadn't gone to save Amy.. If it had just been the others.. She would still have come home safely. The only difference is that you wouldn't have gotten hurt.
*Sonic presses his lips together. Shadow is right. He hates that he's right. Sonic looks away*
*Shadow squeezes his hand* It's noble of you to want to save your loved ones, Sonic, but all you're doing is putting yourself in unnecessary danger. Even when you're already hurt.
If I don't do that, then who am I supposed to be, Shads. What purpose do I have other than that?
Being a good friend. A father. A partner. A brother. You're incredibly important. You're the one person who brought this family together. That alone is an incredible gift.
*Sonic's eyes glisten as he stares at his shoes*
We all want you to be safe, my love. That's all. Even when you do run back into battle, just..... Please. Know when to tap out. For our sakes and your own.
...... Am I just.... Being a bigger burden like this..?
Hm.... Perhaps. You are not a burden in general, but when you're reckless like this, it adds a level of stress to everyone, yes. We would all rather you lean on us for support.
*Sonic sighs and lays back on the roof, his free hand under his head* ...... Guess I just.. Feel like I need to prove myself. Prove that I'm still the hero.
*Shadow lays next to him, still holding his hand* ... You'll always be my hero.
Pshh, sap~ *Sonic nudges him affectionately. Shadow smiles at him* Heheh... Thanks, babe..
Of course. You've done so much for these people. For people who were your enemies. People you didn't even know. No one in their right mind wouldn't see you as a hero.
..... Even if I get weak sometimes?
Especially then. It takes a strong person to allow themselves to rest. You aren't giving up. You're trusting your team to fight alongside you when you're down.
*At this, Sonic smiles. He scoots closer, snuggling against Shadow's chest fluff* ... Thanks..
Mhm. *Shadow kisses his head, resting an arm around Sonic's waist as they lay together*