#brye is back

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Summer.

Yes guys, for us its summer!!! I'm saying this because I've got followers from all over the globe and obviously we have different seasons. Moving on, after 10 months of being locked up in a hell hole called school and the things they give us which are called books and homeworks have been torturing us since then. BUT FINALLY! It's all over!!! :D But you know what, because I'm used to being so busy and being used to have a lot of things to do, now, I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO. I'm bored as hell! Like literally! All I ever do since summer started was wake up, eat, internet, sleep. REPEAT. It's annoying actually! And I wish I could get out but I'm broke. Since I saved for the ANNEBISYOSA concert I'm poor. Hopefully something's bound to come up and make me busy this summer. HOPEFULLY.

While I'm at it, hope you enjoy my reblogging spree ;)

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ASDFGHJKL!!!! :")

I GOT TO SEE HIM YESTERDAAAAAAAAAAY AND I MISSED HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCH AND I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ECSTATIC ABOUT IT AND I CAN'T GET OVER IT AND URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

I told myself if I won't get to see him yesterday I would move on, WHICH MEANS I ASKED FOR A SIGN. BUT I DID GET TO SEE HIM AND ME IS SO HAPPY ME IS SO SUPERDUPER HAPPY AND I AM ALMOST SPEECHLESS ABOUT IT!!!

HI TUMBLAAAAH I'VE MISSED YOU SO VERY MUCHO! :*

oh yeah, sorry for the long letters hihi

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New Views

Hello tumblrrr!!!! How is you?? Hahahaha I know you've been awesome since you were invented so like yeah. Anywaaaay, I have great newssss! I'm not sure if my followers find it annoying but i don't care. That feeling when you're suddenly smiling for no reason because of someone, even if how little they had done for you but it feels like they just gave you everything you've wanted in just one smile? And that feeling where in that person makes you so happy even if he is only online and not talking to you? (yes i find this ridiculous but idfc) and that feeling where in you act so differently or most likely you feel safe to act like yourself when you two are together? That feeling when you feel like you have pits of butterflies in you stomach that keep on fluttering all the time when you think about him? This feeling I can never truly understand. When I told a friend about this, she told me "OMG! FINALLY! YOU'RE IN LOVE!" She just went ballistic and congratulated me. AM I IN LOVE? Well, I don't know but maybe I am? hahahahaha! Its my first time. I know I'm 15 and they find it abnormal for my age not to have crushes and those cuddle buddies so you call it but yeah, its a first. I met him 4 months ago but I just find him as like a brother or something at that time, but then we communicated and stuff and me here, totally oblivious about those "signs and symptoms of love mambojamboo" just acted as if here was just a friend who I can totally get along with. I can't actually tell you who is because:

1. I am not stupid

2. He said he was following me here so yeah

3. He might get a hint on who I am crushing on HAHAHAHAHA k

Anyways, I am still new at this thing and I'm trying to balance it with matter in which I call "My Life". This is a first time in 15 years so I should really be careful, I've been so hard on with my studies and its like I moved to another country and got culture shock. Usually when I get bored, I doodle and draw funny characters and sometimes sketch some people but this time, i'm suddenly writing his name everywhere and I am like "WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!" like that, I know too much but that is really happening. Many people are so proud of this change because they told me I became more happy even though I'm already happy with my life before he entered and they also put it in a way that I've became ecstatic and opened a new view in life. And I am happy with that, but I'm not talking about getting into a relationship or something because I would find my self assuming from that matter. But since next week is gonna be our PT's I really have to put my mind, heart and hands on my studies and just ignore that person for awhile (this isn't possible believe me, its HARD) but i'm gonna try my best to succeed in my education first and find a way to balance it with what you call love. And I find it amusing because whenever i'm walking in our corridors people would go like "Who's M? Who's Batman?" ITS HILARIOUS AND HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR DAYS :)))) I won't tell who, I only told the people in which I trust. Lucky 10. My codename for him is BATMAN B-D

ANYWAAAAAAAAY, SCHOOL HAS BEEN A PAIN IN THE NECK THESE PAST FEW DAYS. Hahahahahahaah so out of this world :))))

Hola, tumblah. Wazzap???

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Busy.

Hello tumblr! Been a long time since I last posted. I'm so sorry! I have been so busy with school lately, I can barely even think for myself. Honestly, its frustrating and kind of disturbing sometimes. Being a Junior and a very "nanning" one can be a lot of pressure. Since we got our report cards last September 10, I wasn't happy with my Geom grade *sigh. So you know, extra pressure on that subject. Anyways, while I'm being so nanning lately, my friends have been so emotionally drenched these days, I'd really want to understand but they have their love life and while me here is being like trolololol~ setting my priorities straight. To be honest I have lasted 5 months without even love in my mind, even inspiration, well my inspiration now is actually to lose weight hehehehehe. Well, thoughts of it actually pass and I seldom feel jealous of them living their lives with someone they love and someone that loves them back. But I also have that, not only one but a lot. MY FAMILY is my love hahahahaha (yeah i'm saying this because I still am jealous for what they have) hahahahaha anyways, those people that mean something for me are still there but I won't mind them for now. (JUST WAIT FOR SEMBREAK!!! Imma rape your phones hahahahahaha) But for now, studies first. I missed tumblr so much, its my stress reliever lately which I seldom visit. I noticed that I lost some followers but IDGF. I will still stay loyal for those forever loyal to me. So now, put your seat belts on and beware 'cause BRYE IS BACK.