#brynhildrking

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Hi again @brynhildrking​ howl/roy/pluto/whatever the fuck, mod @voidsung/@thornid here. Is there something you’d like to say to my face ? Or gigi’s/@yotou’s, for that matter ? Because somehow yotou being upset that YOU VAGUED THEM because they denied you interactions WHICH YOU WOULD HAVE FORESEEN HAD YOU READ THEIR RULES AND NOT BEEN SUCH AN ENTITLED ASS and me being “””buddy buddy”” with and supporting them & others who have been wronged by you as well as pointing out how you COPIED MY FRIEND’S ICONS makes it okay for YOU to namedrop us but lm -fucking-ao lauren/@artisaen saying she doesn’t want to associate with anyone who condones your behavior is bullying right? things you have a problem with are okay only if YOU’RE the one doing them right? This seems to be your logic behind a LOT of things, for example --- Incest is disgusting until YOU’RE the one writing it, RIGHT? Though I’m not here to talk about that, no --- that’s already been covered in the callout posted today. I was just going to let that open letter do it’s work but I cannot tolerate Lauren being called a bully and YOU acting innocent and playing the victim in your most recent posts so I’m here to address what you have had to say about artisaen’s post. Here is the post in question:

Artisaen is being called a bully for this post. Did she speak ill of you? No. Did she shame people who associate with you? No. It was a politely-worded request made so that she can feel comfortable on her own blog, similar to how you put my and Gigi’s urls on your “users you need tagged” list. Did I or Gigi stir up drama over being included on that list? No. WE WERE THE VICTIMS in whatever “drama” happened and yet we said nothing of you naming us on your blacklist as though we were the bad guys.

You “messed” with your Own reputation when you did every single fucking thing outlined in that callout, honey. Your reputation is being a M/M FETISHIST, a TRANSMISOGYNIST, an INCEST APOLOGIST, a BULLY, a VAGUE POSTER, a RULE-BREAKER, need I go on? Don’t act like you deserve some fucking medal for only asking that Gigi & I be tagged and artisaen & everyone who supported her post are somehow monsters when her reasoning for making said post was her discomfort with your GENUINELY PROBLEMATIC BEHAVIOR while your reason for putting us on your blacklist was simply us having a problem with said behavior which had already BEEN MADE KNOWN TO YOU MULTIPLE TIMES. Despite this, you and those who support you had a LOT to say about she and the rest of us choosing not to associate with the lot of you, a lot of which was fucking BULL SHIT.

First what the fuck is with this “””squad”” “” mess and “””similar aesthetic””” lmao do you fucking think this is some kind of “you can’t sit with us” clique drama ????? Yes, we’re friends. Yes, you make All of us uncomfortable for all of the reasons already made known to you yet you insist on playing innocent and victimizing yourself in your responses to being made aware of artisaens post. You thinking you NEED to be given a fucking “chance” to talk to or write with anyone is the REASON this whole thing started in spring/summer of last year. you would keep trying to talk to and interact with people who had not followed you back/did not want to write with you, repeatedly tried to follow again when they softblocked you, CLEARLY SHOWED YOU DID NOT READ RULES, and VAGUED when you weren’t given what you wanted. you “not understanding” is the REASON callouts against you and posts saying people don’t want to interact with those who excuse your behavior have had to be made. “No communication” ???????????? just how far is your head up your ass??? Tsu had messaged you, smaller callouts had ALREADY been made, people had been trying to tell you for MONTHS ON END why you make some people uncomfortable and yet you do nothing to change it, react defensively, and respond with sarcasm. Fine. You can go ahead and do whatever the fuck you want and have whoever the fuck you want cheer you on but then don’t fucking go and think people won’t take measures to make sure neither you or your apologists are anywhere near them. I’m just fucking floored that you’re so intent on playing innocent victimizing yourself with “wah wah they never gave me a chance” and “i don’t understand!!!” in these responses when you KNOW about all the problems people have with you.

@murdermage @draconfell “bullies” huh lmao that’s really fucking funny but consider: doing a bit of research so you know just what exactly you’re defending. consider: the REAL nasty people are those who tell innocents to “””””lick their 6th hole” “” “  without knowing the facts. Luckily for you, you don’t have to lift a finger since said research has already been compiled in a callout posted this afternoon on this very blog detailing how Howl has BULLIED MINORS (lmao you guys like to throw the word “bully” around so much news flash you’re defending one), COPIED FROM, HARASSED, and BULLIED DUPLICATES, MADE PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE, AND CLEARLY DOESN’T FUCKING READ RULES. Now, maybe you, like many others, are jumping to Howl’s defense on principle alone and without knowing the full situation. If that is the case and you change your mind after reading the posts made on this blog and want your responses to be removed, message this blog and we will abide. If you STILL support Howl’s actions, however, your responses will remain posted as people deserve to know if they’re interacting with someone who condones such vile behavior.

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hey, dude, have you ever considered you're blowing something out of proportion? Like, I get it if you have a problem with someone, but this is not the way to handle it. You're not going to accomplish anything beyond polarizing people and start fights. This isn't how you make people change their behavior.

have you ever considered that “uwu Callout Culture Is Bad uwuwuwu Don’t Handle It Like This” is something that enables problematic/abusive people to continue doing what they’re doing? you clearly did not read or absorb the callout in its entirety. the disclaimers about “starting fights” and how callouts are last resort are right there in black, white, gray. red. it is stated that howl HAS been approached before, privately and civilly. all of this has happened over the span of a year, and howl has still not changed their behavior. get this clear in your head: HOWL STILL WILLFULLY IGNORES THE PEOPLE THEY HAVE HURT. by painting this callout as some kind of aggression and “oh we just have a problem with howl!!!!” this makes you one of the people who defend them out of principle. you are not considering the fact that there are victims involved, people have been hurt, and just because YOU do not happen to be affected by howl’s behavior does not mean that you alone can invalidate the voices of all the minors and trans people who HAVE been affected. if you are not a victim of x behavior, it is not your place to police how frustrated victims “should” handle this lest you encourage their silence. we assure you that none of these accusations are baseless, it’s not just us “having a problem with someone”, and we can assure you that we have been patient with howl for months on end only for them to continue their harmful behavior. get off anonymous and try again. i’ll respond privately.

- mod munifice

[brynhildrking]

also, as a follow up to the previous post, i had biases and internalized misogyny & transphobia i was working through due to poor coping mechanisms. i flung myself into a toxic representation of le.o. 

i had no idea why le.o/az.ura was so upsetting to me - it turns out that yes, they’re step-siblings. at the time, initially it was due to me misunderstanding my discomfort as not liking any le.o/woman ship, but it was more of them being related through marriage. 

i wrote selective in.cest pairings due to cope with trauma, and i was using language i use for my own body in nsft responses, which since i have changed language for trans characters, as well as warn for the language used by the characters. 

i know i was flippant about concerns, and i was not taking the criticisms in early stages before nuclear consequences came rolling in for myself, and everyone around me. the fandom had been divided by me.

i write leo as bisexual now. i have edited his background to something i’m more comfortable with anyway. i have a terrible memory for anything from my late teens & early adulthood, but i had allegedly had leo as half-hoshidan, and i likely did, but i now write him as descended from colder regions of nohr. 

i made errors, again and again, but i’m human and i’m trying to educate myself and do better.

[brynhildrking]

i want to keep this url saved to prevent harrassment from my callout, as well as be a neat and fast post that has a hub for everything i did wrong. i have learned from what happened. at the time i was eager to interact with others, and i had block-evaded unintentionally and wasn’t understanding social cues. these days i function on a private mutuals-only basis. 

my actions had stemmed from me feeling entitled, and i was not holding myself as accountable as i should. the callout had knocked me on my ass, and knocked sense into me that i carry today. 

i know i likely cannot apologize for my actions, nor do i expect an apology or should i get one. i stepped on toes again and again and was ignorant. i have returned to roleplaying leo under another url, and i have posted a disclaimer in my rules that i had been called out.

the callout had contained a lot of screenshots of me projecting and being insecure in a very popular fandom at the time & esp with the character i love being a very popular character. 

i will admit that i had been uneducated about trans issues at the time, even though i am trans. i wrote in.cest while coping with familial pressure offline, i said things that were transmisogynst that at the time i did not realize was such at the time, and now when i look back at the screencaps on the blog that has the callout posted even after all this time i do realize that i wrote and posted content that was hurting trans femme people & other trans masc people. i do deeply apologize for my repeated offensive remarks to my trans siblings.

i’ve learned, and i agree that my mindset at the time was borderline pro-ship if not like. full on proship. i have adhd & i’m autistic - not to hide behind the labels that i can’t do anything wrong, but it’s to be accountable. i always just wanted to be left alone after, i just wanted to get on with my hobby and went about it so very terribly i hurt others & continued to just hurt myself. i do not identify with anti-anti/proship these days. i know that both sides of the conflict have issues, but i’ve seen proships overstep anti boundaries just as much as antis harrass proships.

linked below is the callout blog as well as the response / callout for the callout that was written by an anonymous third party to these occurances. 

https://expose-brynhildrking-party.tumblr.com

https://expose-party-committee-blog.tumblr.com/post/157639152322/whycantideletethisaccount

again, i missed social cues terribly, overstepped and broke rules. i apologize for my actions, and i do not expect to be forgiven. please make your own judgement at the end of the day.

[aimthrice]

can i use the art youve drawn of leo in rp icons? i'll have you linked back to on my credit page

sure! thank you for asking!! ;;