I “SHNOVE” YOU || JUDIE
TAGGING → JAMIE ANDERSON & JUDE SMYTHE LOCATION → Anderson House TIME FRAME → 2/16/16 NOTES → Mushy gushy emotional intimacy WARNINGS → none.
Jamie: "Truth or dare?" Jamie asked, tracing hearts on Jude's chest absentmindedly. Jude had come over to watch the show and keep Jamie company, which Jamie was more than thankful for, given that he was feeling exceptionally needy. It embarrassed him, but he figured that at this stage in their relationship, there was no reason to hide anymore.
Jude: hummed softly, letting his eyes close as his fingers played with Jamie's hair. "Truth," he said softly. The episode was on in the background, but he wasn't particularly keen on watching it, especially knowing that his fight with Alec would probably be featured. He turned his head to the side, letting his lips rest on Jay's temple, giving his boyfriend the comfort that he was silently asking for.
Jamie: hummed, "On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you that it's been five months? I mean, almost five, which is almost /six/," he asked.
Jude: A slow smile spread over Jude's lips. "Twenty," he murmured, not moving from where he was holding Jamie close to his side.
Jamie: giggled softly, pressing a kiss to the corner of Jude's mouth and giving him a scrunchy-faced smile. "Now it's your turn to ask me. That's the rules," he whispered.
Jude: "Mm, but I don't /like/ rules," Jude whispered back, opening his eyes to see Jamie, kissing the tip of his nose before nipping at his chin gently. "In fact, one of my best talents is breaking them."
Jamie: snorted, "C'mon, play with me," he said, running a hand through Jude's hair and looking at him with loving eyes. He felt so vulnerable underneath Jude's touch, like he could melt away at any second.
Jude: just grinned at Jamie, meeting his gaze and pushing his curls away from his face. "...Truth or dare?" he whispered after a few moments of silence, arching a brow at him.
Jamie: "Truth," Jamie said, tracing another heart on Jude's cheek this time, "Lay it on me," he laughed quietly.
Jude: leaned into the touch to his cheek, keeping eye contact with Jamie. "...Are you okay?" he asked softly.
Jamie: bit his lip, "That's a loaded question," he said, sighing gently. "Um, yes, but...vulnerable? And a little bit like the smallest thing could make me cry in a minute," he admitted, not knowing exactly why he felt that way.
Jude: nodded and leaned in to kiss Jamie gently. "I've got you," he murmured quietly, tugging Jamie to his chest.
Jamie: took a deep breath, "I'm a little ridiculous," he said quietly. "I just want to be close you and..." he trailed off, "I just want to talk to you."
Jude: "You're not ridiculous. You're my boyfriend. That entails being close to me and talking to me and all that. I want that too. And on days when you're maybe not sure how you're feeling, I'm here to lay in bed with you and watch the trashy reality show we star in."
Jamie: laughed quietly, burying his face in his boyfriend's neck, "How do /you/ feel?" He asked him, looking up at him and reaching for his hand.
Jude: shrugged, lacing their fingers together. "A little pissed," he said quietly. "Just...Still a little upset about fighting with Alec. And knowing the whole country's gonna watch it tonight."
Jamie: nodded, "You never did tell me about what happened, I mean, you don't necessarily have to," he told him, "But...if you think talking about it will help...'m here just for that."
Jude: hummed and kissed Jamie's forehead. "It's okay. I'd rather not rehash it. The gist is he wants to go visit our bitch of a mom over spring break because he thinks he'll just annoy Bas and I. Which is fucking ridiculous."
Jamie: gave him an eyebrow raise, "He's never annoyed you before, though? That's confusing," Jamie said, wrinkling his nose. "Have you decided what you're doing for Spring Break? Or what.../we're/ doing, you know, if I'm included in those plans..." he bit his lip, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose.
Jude: "Of course you're included," Jude mumbled, leaning in and kissing Jamie gently. "But I don't really have anything figured out...I was thinking maybe we could spend a couple days on the beach, though. You know, you splash around all cute in the water, I do my best to get some kind of tan so I don't look so deathly pale..."
Jamie: snorted, "Your skin has a natural olive tone, you're not pale," he kissed his nose. "Can I sleep at your house the entire week? We can 'sin' all we want, as Kitty would say."
Jude: laughed, grinning widely. "We'll be her little heathens," he teased, nose scrunching up at the kiss and returning it with a press to Jamie's cheek.
Jamie: squeaked, "Maybe we can invite her for a sleepover one night, if we ever decide to you know...wear clothes? Are we capable of that?" Jamie looked up at Jude with big, innocent eyes; the kind that he almost always did on purpose because it made Jude's heart beat a mile a minute.
Jude: felt his heart skip a beat at the look in Jamie's eyes, absently biting at his lower lip. "Y'know, I'm not entirely sure..." he mused, shifting, getting Jay on his back and straddling his hips, sliding a hand up his shirt.
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Jamie: "What're you up to?" Jamie giggled, leaning into Jude's touches and smiling softly.
Jude: returned the smile and leaned down to kiss Jamie deeply. "Oh, nothing," he murmured, nipping at Jay's lip, tugging it gently with his teeth.
Jamie: let out a tiny "/Oh/," holding onto his boyfriend and kissing him back eagerly, feeling emotional and having an intense need to be close to Jude.
Jude: laughed softly and just kissed Jamie again. He wasn't exactly looking for sex, it was more establishing a connection, a tether, to hold Jamie to him and keep him close and make sure he was okay.
Jamie: nuzzled his nose against Jude's, humming happily. "I kinda wanna be naked, but not exactly...not for sex reasons."
Jude: nodded and kissed Jamie sweetly, smiling into it. "We can do that," he said softly, gently stripping Jay of his shirt before pulling his own off as well.
Jamie: "You're so perfect to me," Jamie said softly, innocently, "I need you closer."
Jude: "Okay," Jude whispered, kissing gently at his throat, dragging his hands down to his pants and making sure he had constant contact with him.
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Jamie: let out a shaky breath, reaching for Jude and kissing him hard. "I love you so much," he breathed out, locking eyes with him.
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Jude: smiled gently. "I love you so much, too," he said quietly, nudging his nose against Jamie's as he stripped him of his pants.
Jamie: rested his hand on Jude's waistband, giving him the hint that he wanted the damn things off already, smiling shyly as though there were anything left to be shy about. There had been plenty of reasons to feel shy in the past, for example, Jamie coming in Jude's eye, but somehow, he felt heat rising in his chest just from being with him like this.
Jude: let out a soft chuckle and sat up enough to slip his own jeans off, tossing them away and leaning back down to kiss Jamie. "You're cute when you're bashful," he breathed, as if he himself wasn't wearing a soft stripe of red over his cheekbones and the bridge of his nose. He settled over Jamie, nosing at his throat, kissing it and biting it lovingly and feeling at home here with him.
Jamie: tilted his head back, letting Jude do whatever he wanted and becoming absolute jello under his touches. He wrapped his legs around Jude's waist, bringing him closer, feeling his warmth against him pressing his face into Jude's neck, breathing him in. He smelled like he did when he was fresh from the shower; it was a smell that had honestly become home. Home wasn't a place. It was a heartbeat, a scent, a voice.
Jude: sighed as Jamie's legs wrapped around him, smiling against his skin. Slowly, he shifted them, laying on his side next to Jamie and guiding him to mirror the new position. His hand lifted, resting on Jamie's neck, thumb rubbing in slow, measured swipes along his cheek as he felt any tension in his body leave him, relaxed, safe here in Jamie's bed.
Jamie: 's body felt completely relaxed; tightness that he didn't know he had was gone. He turned his head slightly to kiss Jude's wrist gently while he rubbed him affectionately. This was who was he was going to love for the rest of his life...of course, he'd known it already, but it was such a rare thing to know so soon who your destiny was. Drowned in thought, he took to tracing shapes and words across his boyfriend's chest, inhaling deeply and exhaling slowly.
Jude: smiled at the kiss to his wrist, and slowly, his hand trailed down along the chain encircling Jamie's neck, down, down, down until he found the promise ring there. He lifted it to his lips and kissed the metal, warm from resting against Jamie's skin, before letting it gently fall back onto his chest and pressing closer to kiss Jamie's forehead. "...Je t'aime," he mumbled softly, but it was heavier, had more weight to it than their usual I love you's. It was serious, more a promise than a declaration.
Jamie: "Je t'aime aussi," he breathed, very seriously and with (for once) almost perfect pronunciation. It felt big, like an actual vow, and it was then that he felt tears well up in his eyes, unable to stop them.
Jude: nearly beamed at Jamie, and his hand slid back up to his face, thumb gently wiping at the corner of his eye to brush the tears away. "Come here," he said quietly, tugging Jamie closer until he could tuck the other’s head beneath his chin, eyes closing as he hugged him to him tight.
Jamie: was able to fall asleep that way, face buried in his boyfriend's chest, inhaling and exhaling, snoring lightly. Right before he drifted off though, he managed one last "I love you," which muffled, sounded more like "I shnove you."











