Tw; rant
I'm really sad that BTS went on a break but I feel guilty for feeling sad because yes obviously they deserve it and I shouldn't feel guilty for being sad because it's normal human nature and I can't control what I feel. I am sad and I wanna embrace it because I'll miss them so so much together. It's gonna be for more than two years I already know, and things are gonna be really different if they ever decide to come back. Like 2 years from now idk where I'll be who I'll be. I wanna be in this bangtan shit forever but I'm just, really sad and scared that I might never get to see them together again.
Some acquaintance of mine put up on her story how she doesn't get why everyone's crying cos it's good for BTS to take a break and stuff, the fact that she clearly told me 2 days ago that she isn't into the stanning business anymore and didn't even listen to proof. Like bro for fucks sake don't comment on what other people from a fandom are going through if you don't get it? And if you aren't a part of it? People are so dumb and insensitive it burns my body