Sunny, can I send this in with paradise!jk and oc? 👀
How do you expect me to “keep it down” when you’re out here telling me about the various ways you fuck yourself with the toys you’ve bought?
Ooooh, yes you can, Jess!! Thank you for asking for some Paradise!JK. Let's say this is an outtake from Chapter 12 - set during the week sometime after their movie night but before their day at the dog park 👀
Sorry this is so long. I, uh, couldn't stop. 💕
Title: Can I Watch?
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Paradise!AU, neighbors to lovers, smut
Rating: M(18+)
Warnings: dirty texts, sex toys, talking about masturbation, voyeurism, exhibitionism, masturbation (f + m), cumshot, i'm covering my face in shame over this one
It's nearly 2 am when you hear his door open.
You hadn't meant to stay up so late, but you'd been unable to unwind all evening, keyed up from work. Again. Finally, desperate for some sleep, you'd turned to your newest toy for some help.
Since that night with Jungkook, when he'd helped you find release with Lil' Jackson Wang, your favorite vibrator, you'd found yourself adding to your collection during a few late night shopping binges. You told yourself that it had nothing to do with your neighbor; you just wanted to give yourself a little more variety.
It's funny how you lie to yourself sometimes.
Thanks to the incredibly thin walls between you, you can hear when Jungkook's bed squeaks under his weight. He's probably exhausted, if he's climbing directly into bed. But that doesn't stop you from texting.
You: How was work?
Kookie 🦌: exhausting but good
Kookie 🦌: what are you doing up jagi?
You: Can't sleep
Kookie 🦌: poor baby
Kookie 🦌: need me to help you again?
You grin, stretching. Remembering the crazy intense orgasm you'd had with his help. The one you just had a few minutes ago was nice, but… thinking back to that night, you can't help but want more.
You: Actually, I just had some help
You: From one of my new little friends that I just got
Kookie 🦌: oh yeah? you got some new friends?
Kookie 🦌: you trying to make me jealous?
You: Maybe. Is it working?
Kookie 🦌: yes
You laugh.
Kookie 🦌: so which friend did you play with tonight?
Quickly, you snap a photo of the little pink pad that's still resting on your bed.
Kookie 🦌: huh. what's that guy do?
You: It's a vibrating pad
You: I ride it
There's a slight pause, and then you hear a low "fuck" groaned through the wall.
You: I heard that
Kookie 🦌: can't help it
Kookie 🦌: so you just grind on that thing?
You: Uh-huh. I rub myself on it til I cum
You: Feels really good when I roll my hips just right
"Shit!" This time, it's not a groan, it's a loud whimper.
You: Shhh, keep it down! You'll wake the rest of the floor
Kookie 🦌: how do you expect me to “keep it down” when you’re out here telling me about the various ways you fuck yourself with the toys you’ve bought?
You start and erase a few times, then finally get a swell of courage and finish your thought.
You: I didn't even tell you the best part
Kookie 🦌: fuck, what??
You: I pretend it's your thigh I'm riding
"Jagi." His voice is broken, the wall between you doing nothing to disguise his desire.
Kookie 🦌: baby
Kookie 🦌: can i watch?
You: Now?
"Please."
You sit up, heart pounding. As soon as your thumbs hit the screen, you jump out of bed, hurrying to unlock your front door.
When he comes in, you're already on the pad. You're topless, but you'd put on your favorite silky panties, partly for the sensation of the satin against your sensitive skin, but also to give him a good show.
Jungkook is shirtless, tattooed arm already gripping himself through his boxers as he stares at you with hooded eyes. Bottom lip caught between his teeth, he pulls his cock free, stroking firmly while you grind.
Part of you wants to stop, get up, yank him onto the bed. Mount him instead of the toy. But you feel so alive under his heated gaze, electrified by his panting breaths, his shameless moans, that you don't. You keep going, rolling your cunt faster and faster, and he speeds up as well, never once looking away.
Your climax hits fast, your body shuddering suddenly, and you collapse forward, digging your fingers into your sheets as you literally ride it out.
"K-kookie," you choke out, the only word you've said since he walked in, and he groans, hips jerking as he fucks his fist harder.
"Jagi, fuck, you're gonna make me cum."
Lost in your lustful daze, you open your mouth. Jungkook groans again, and before you can blink, his release is splattered over your cheeks and lips, dripping down your throat.
"Shit," he sighs, slumping against your wall. Your high abates, and you realize you're sitting there with cum sliding down your face. And so does Jungkook. "Oh shit, jagi, hold on."
He grabs a washcloth from your bathroom and gently wipes your face as you giggle, feeling oddly shy. He laughs too, and tosses the cloth on your nightstand before pulling you into his arms, rolling the two of you so you're lying with your head on his chest. You're wondering how to ask him if he'll stay with you when he speaks up.
"So… what other new friends did you get?"
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i learned a lot this year. on a personal level, i learned to be better at sharing feelings with friends and depending on them. on a writing level, i learned it doesn't have to be perfect. you can always improve something, but if you're happy, then it's okay to leave it at that.
21. most memorable comment/review
i'm so insanely fortunate because i get amazing feedback from @ugh-yoongi @hot-soop & @effortandmore, who are just some of the best people i know. it always makes me smile to hear their thoughts. but aside from them, this long ass stream of consciousness on some habits are hard to break took me like a full 2 weeks to even process and respond to lol
putting the last one under the cut because i've written a lot this year lol (at least for me)
send me an ask for the fanfic end of the year asks
16. fic(s) you completed this year
in order that i finished posting them:
along for the ride (hopefully finishing pt 2 in 2024)
fool for you
tell me how it got this way (series started in 2022)
you're mine
some habits are hard to break (hopefully finishing pt 2 in 2024 too)
with the band
can't run away
you can't even say it
take my hands (we can fall together) (series)
all roads lead back to you
all i want for christmas
a new home for the holidays
Oh, it's so hard to choose...I'm torn between April and September!
April because I got to see Yoongi live and meet some awesome people (*heart eyes at @minttangerines and @kithtaehyung *) in person! And September because of my birthday, a local convention and Global Citizen Festival where I got to see Jungkook and 3RACHA live!
12. Talk about a new friend you made this year.
Not on here, but a friend of a friend in my personal life! She's known my best friend and good friend since college and I've always heard about her, but just met her for the first time in the summer. We quickly connected, both over being Chan stans and being the only ones in our friend group who isn't averse to cooking lmao
She's good people and I can't wait to give her a visit sometime next year 💕
19. What’re you excited about for next year?
Oh boy. Welp:
Writing, writing, writiiiiing
ATEEZ TOUR I AM PANICKING
Couple of planned trips
Hopefully getting enough art together to open up my own lil shop
hi jesssssss wtf your icon is so adorable 😭 thank you for the Qs!!
20. Which work of yours have you reread the most?
hmmm this is a hard question !! i don't really re-read most of my works in full bc it gives me the ick to see all the things i want to change lmao. maybe two in one just by virtue of it being my oldest fic, or deep end because it's my monthly period balm 🫠 orrrrr maybe the spins tbh !!! i'm really proud of the ~narrative flow~ of that one and i revisit it a lot bc i can actually get through it with minimal ick lol
23. Did you do any collaborative works this year?
yaaaaas i wrote heartless for the jeju shore collab! the most ridiculous thing we've ever done 🤣 and hyung holiday is coming so soon!! 💜
i don't know where he is but it looks like an elevator so i'm imagining getting stuck between floors with the hot neighbor you've been crushing on. that's a trope i haven't written yet, stuck in an elevator... i might need to think more on this 💕
lolol sunny, you already know what snippet I'm gonna ask for 🤭
Eeeeeee, Jess, I'm thisclose to finishing Chapter 15!! Until it's done, here's a little sneak peek:
The beat picks up again, and your friends surround you and Jungkook. Rosé, Jisoo, and Jin all shimmy together as Lisa introduces Yi-Jeong to the group. Even Jennie and Yoongi join in, and it’s true what Jennie told you yesterday - her man definitely has moves. Everyone’s happy and laughing, and you’re so full of joy you could just burst.
Jin suddenly twirls, facing Jungkook with an intense look on his face. The younger man takes a step back in surprise as Jin starts to rock his body back and forth, like he’s about to bust out a breakdance move. Is he seriously about to -
“Ooh, dance battle!” Jisoo cups her hands around her mouth, yelling. Your other friends start whooping, forming a circle around Jungkook and Jin. Jisoo pulls you next to her from where you’ve been standing, so you’re not between them anymore. “Get it, Bambi!”
Thank you for the tags @btsgotjams27 & @bangtanintotheroom! 💕
Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it, and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
I have soooooo many WIPs but I'm just going to list the ones I've been actively working on lately (although you can honestly ask about any of my ongoing series):
Yours for the Night - Hyunjin x Reader
Paradise Chapter 15
It's You - San x Reader
Untitled Seokmin x Reader fic (yep my first svt fic! 🙈)
Untitled Jaehyun x Reader x Yuta fic (yep my first nct fic! 🙈)
Tagging: @moni-logues @sweetestofchaos @augustbutwinter @sowoozoo-7 and anyone who hasn't played and wants to, please consider yourself tagged!! 💕
