#bubblexum

[sunfornia]

Seriously love your theme Joy! It's so simple and calmind and ugh just perfect like you

awww this is so sweet!! I'm not perfect though omg

[fallenbutnotbr0ken]

bubblexum said: Yes it is a bad thing. No doubt about that.

But it's better than cutting right?(:

[connorfronta]

Aww henna you're too sweet. I love you too darling. I saw you were getting some anon hate but (i know very original) don't listen to them. You are such a wonderful, beautiful, lovable person and you deserve the best in the world. I love you.

that really means alot to me i love you pien

[i-am-not-a-wallflower]

I've tried to talk and explain but everything I say gets dragged down and thrown away like its bullshit. I'm done. With everything.

really? you never explained it to me. why you left. you just make up excuses. Youcan tell me your phone was off but if you really wanted to talk to me you would have. And why can't you just tell me Dunja is better? that I'm just thinking about myself? That I'm just a loser? I just want the truth. 

[i-am-not-a-wallflower]

I'm done.

Why don't you talk? why can't you tell me what's wrong? Why don't you fucking explain things? You just leave. like everyone else. 

[i-am-not-a-wallflower]

And you accused me of lying, which i never ever did to you. Never.

I thought you lied because you still talk to Dunja and not to me, you tell me your phone was off for a month but you still talk to her. You don't have any money to come to Amsterdam but you come to Dunja 2 times with the fucking train while you don't have enough 'money'. And you never told me these prejudices weren't real, so yeah, you just stopped talking. You never fought, you never told me the truth. YOu only hurt me over and over again, and you know it. 

[i-am-not-a-wallflower]

I never ever mentioned you. People asked me what was wrong and i told them. And when she told me i was better off without you i told her i wasnt. If you had read them all thoroughly, you wouldve known that I never spoke a bad word about you

well you make me feel like shit. And I can't handle that right now because I have school and an job interview in 2 days which makes me want to jump and some of my friends haven't spoken to me, they ignored me and had someone better in their lifes. 

[i-am-not-a-wallflower]

I post stupid things? Who are you to judge? I'm just done with everybody criticizing me and blaming me for things I didn't even do.

Stupid things yeah, things about me, and I don't fucking talk about you right? I would never, NEVER let a friend go through that. You hurt me, and now I'm the problem? So I'm the one that hurts you, by talking about me in your diary? so your friends can say 'you are better without her'? LIke I'm some piece of shit? 

And what am I blaming you for huh? I blamed you for not talking to me, which is exactly what you did. So don't tell me you didn't hurt me.