3 things I missed during a weeklong retreat
1. Cardiovascular training - running as fast as I can, cycling close to maximum effort, swimming against the clock. Breathlessness, sweat and lactic acid.
2. Conversations with D. and - on a different level - manifesting myself verbally.
3. Being completely alone for an hour - not ten minutes, not twenty, and - on the other hand - not for a whole day. An hour of unorganised and unscheduled solitude.








