Jun 20, 2012
they call me self-serving
like a buffet table.
most of the time, i am not sorry. when i do things, i seldom regret them afterwards. when i choose something, i am not bothered if people dislike my decision.
maybe a little bothered. but not bothered enough to satisfy most people.
see, everyone wants apologies. they say "stop saying sorry! stop saying sorry!" and really they want you to say "sorry" for that too. so when i don't make excuses for not wanting to go, or wanting to leave, or any of my wants, people get upset.
it's not that they vehemently disagree with my choices. but just the fact that i didn't grovel enough.
sorry, host sister. i'm not sorry.
