Nov 24, 2015
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me: *doesn’t start shit until midnight*
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me: *complains about not having enough sleep bc of acads*
me: *doesn’t start shit until midnight*
you know what's worse than group work? when your teacher says: one grade for everyone so don't mess up. BECAUSE I ALWAYS END UP WITH THAT ONE MEMBER WHO DOESN'T TURN IN ANYTHING ON TIME. asldjkaksjoaigjeiawo.
Honestly, I really do love being in UP. What I don't like though is that our pre-enlistment process is such a pain. I MEAN SERIOUSLY? It's not fair that some people get 26 units while others get none. UGH. I really wish they do something about this. HUHU. This day was so beautiful because I just saw Thor 2, but then wow, now I am upset. AND THAT IS SAYING A LOT.
I've just realized: In the 2 years that I've been in college, I haven't enjoyed anything. I've been constantly stressing over so many things that I have completely forgotten to just enjoy my life and live in the present moment. Here's to hoping that with that realization comes change. 😊 I can't wait to just start living it up again. Look up, Den! #medschool
For someone who has THREE exams tomorrow (out of 4 classes), I am incredibly chill and wow good job self. THINK ABOUT HOW WELL THIS WILL GO WHEN YOU FINALLY GET TO MED SCHOOL. IF YOU EVEN GET TO MED SCHOOL YOU LAZY DORK. Okay, I'm gonna go study now.
one of the worst feelings ever: coming home intending to fall face first into your bed and have a very long nap but finding out that your bed has been stripped of the sheets. now you have to get new sheets and fix your bed before that nap. or maybe it's just because i've had a very unsatisfactory couple of days, weeks (years actually).
Do you have days wherein all of a sudden you feel a sudden intense anxiety out of nowhere? Like you're just happily scrolling through tumblr and all of a sudden you think about what you're gonna do with your life and how you have no concrete plan whatsoever. And like you don't know where to go from where you are right now and it feels like you're stuck between a rock and a hard place and fuck, you're all scared because it seems like you're going absolutely nowhere and you're accomplishing nothing at all. But then after a while, it gets better and you go on with your day like nothing happened. ...sometimes though, the feeling just stays for a while until you can't take it anymore and you just decide to take a nap to escape. Because wow, that's me right now and I'm just trying to ride the anxiety out.
Nothing about this week has been good. (Except maybe the monster blueberry float I had yesterday.) It's a particularly bad slump where nothing is okay and saying otherwise doesn't do anything but make me think of the possibility that the so called light at the end of the tunnel is actually a train coming to just end it all for me. I hate that I feel so bad about everything and that nothing seems to make it better. It's either I'm inconsolably upset or just impossibly resigned. Basically, everything sucks. ...but I'm holding on and hoping that things get better soon. NTS: Don't let it be strong enough to beat you, right?