Merry Christmas | Finally
LATE POST.
To be honest, it was a gloomy Christmas again. The weather seems sad, it's cold and I cannot help to wrapped myself with a thick comforter. I stayed home the entire day because I feel like this is the best time I can spend being alone.
I hust re-heated a left over lasagna and ate some bread as pair. I just watch couple of netflix series, a went back to sleep.
Even though, it is a gloomy feeling, I still went out to make a small interactions with my relatives. I left home around 7pm and went to church quickly. While I was on my way to church, I received a message from Ae and he told me he opened my gift already and the shirt I gave him fits him well. I was really hesitant if it will fit on him but gladly, it does. He sounded very grateful so I'm happy. We had quite had a long conversation which is kinda unusual and he told me a lot of things about him. I'm happy to know he is learning to open up a little to me and it's fun to know him personally.
I enjoyed the time we spend from talking and I wish we could talk more often. I tried to calm down myself and not to be needy or possessive. I just wanted it to be chill.
Also, I got an unexpected greeting from Buloy and I didn't expect him to greet me really. I'm starting to be shy talking to him since, he became cold to me and distancing himself to me. I felt it so, it was a nice feeling that he took time to greet me.
After i visited my relatives, I went to my besties house and we had a good catch up. It's been a while since the last time we saw each other and it was fun to see them again.
Christmas felt different but I'm really thankful.
Love always,
iankarlo











