#bunn's face

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Oh also i took a silly little selfie of me with my childhood bunny Bunny, aka the namesake behind my username! I was having a tough day and I just wanted to hug an old buddy and then my friends were like "it's ok no need to be embarassed!" so uhh here you go guys have a pic!

And here is a comparison of what they looked like when they were new (found on ebay archive)

The mint condition one just looks uncanny and wrong to me, Bunny has been a well-loved lil threadbare buddy for decades now! This is the true form of a cherished soul!! (Also probably the reason why I always find blank zombie eyes cute, lol)

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Me and nana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Random vent art I made in art therapy class

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I HAVE REGAINED A BABY PICTURE OF ME!!! thank you so much nana!! Oh gosh it's been wild seeing old photos after so long being completely detached from my own past. God I'm so glad I got this chance to reconnect with her.

Also glad I got to view myself in Grumpy Lump Form, lol. It's my preevolution! Maybe i'd evolve with low friendship into my teenage self and blossom into the adult me when I finally receive the love and support of all of my amazing friends, social workers, and now nanny too!!

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Hey uhh lol I got paranoid at 3am about whether my head shape is abnormal due to all the physical abuse I took from my parents as a child, remembering quite a few times I fainted and they didn't take me to the doctor's, lots of random dizzy spells, bad hand eye coordination etc. So I shaved my head in a dumb attempt to find out but like Do I even have the bravery to go see a doctor and find out LOL

Anyway I'm feeling kinda super shitty unable to leave the house cos DAMN I wouldn't mind just being bald as much but god my head is all conehead lookin and my acne makes me look like a potato

So umm yeh posting this to try and feel less ashamed and also hypothetically if any smart doctor people follow me they could tell me if this is a bad shaped head that indicates some bad disease or somethin. I'm not very smart, I might be worrying for nothin. But the idea of having some kind of internal bleeding or skull fracture that'd been there for 20 YEARS without getting treated = chilled me to the goddamn bone in the middle of the night

Also thank you greatly to my buddy @summon-daze who gave me the green and blue hat here. It was hand knitted!! It's so big and floofy and comfy and always helps me feel less anxious cos FRIENDSHIP POWER!!

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Got one of my baby photos back thanks to Nana! Wow I haven't seen my teeny face in years, lollll I still had a damn awkward wrinkly old man smile even then

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Also have this random selfie

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Today's look: white haired anime boy

Also featuring cuddlesquish cuttlefish~