#burrden

[hamilmaniac]

My Shot

Only 19 but my mind is older these New York City streets get colder, I shoulder every BURR-den, every disadvantage I've learned to manage....

[trianglehopscotch-blog]

he says we'll do somthing, i belive him. my mistake

ME: "mmm YESSS!"

HIM: "YES okay lets do something"

ME: "really???"

HIM: "yes"

*tomorrow comes and he leaves without saying good bye**

HIM: "HEY lets watch that scary movie you wanted to see Saturday!"

ME: *cancels plans with an old friend* "Okay for sure, i can't wait"

HIM: "i'll even make you coffee"

ME: "YESSS"

*Saturday comes.**

HIM:  "hey, going to concert with friends, see you monday"

ME: "....okay"

HIM: "I'm going to have a movie night, will you come?"

ME: "I definitely can"

HIM: "ohh, well my friends are going to be there so i don't think you should."

ME: "ohh... alright then"

i mean his friends should come before me right?

and his concerts definitely,

homework should always come first, and hell watching T.v should come before me. So why do i even get my hopes up anymore?  

he doesn't even care about me, i should just get used to it.