I just completed a year of my life today and OMG I'm so happy and it's only 1'o'clock in the morning. One of my friends came over with her dad at like eleven with a whole ginormous bunch of balloons and a card and stuff and I didn't even know because she was secretly conspiring with my mom and then surprised me by calling and telling me to listen to my mom when she tells me to go and see and my mom brought the balloons to my room where I was like in the phone with my friend and I saw the stuff and literally started freaking out, I can't even explain how many feels I'm having right now. I'm so filled up with love it's crazy, I think I finally just had an epiphany as to how lucky I am, and OMG I haven't stopped smiling yet dear Lord I'm like going nuts with happiness I can't even express myself properly. Sigh, I could just scream with joy right now, I'm having such a lovely day. I am content.