Dec 23, 2019
But if the story's over, why am I still writing pages?
#don't mind me it's just that it's 2am and i'm overthinking again#i fucked something up in spring#then i thought that maybe i could fix things#and then i possibly misread the signals#and quit#not because i hated the person#but because i...idk#it was impulsive#that was last month or something#and i just...i wish i could tell the whole story#explain myself#because that last thing really wasn't done out of spite or holding grudges or anything like that#for a bit i thought ok no this was actually good for me let's move on#but now i regret it#and i don't know what to do#i shouldn't worry about this too much but i do#idk where i'm going with this#i'll go edit some pictures and then it's bedtime#delete later