the way i do wanna write more dark lord! Tom or just straight up dark! Tom-which he already is but i would love to focus on that aspect of him more but....i SUCK at writing that stuff, like i can tap into it but i suck at the-talking about it part, like idk i go 'how would he communicate plans to his followers...how does he talk to his followers-what do they even do? what are their jobs, missions, in the early or late days, WHAT DO THEY EVEN DO?!' like my brain just does not comprehend it, its why i focus on fluff more i guess because like...why be evil when you can make out?
#when ur brains hard-wired to moral good and you struggle to understand how anyone could think like this#like yes i UNDERSTAND why he ended up the way he did#but like...bro why#have a cookie#a nap#a hug?#idk#but yeah id love to go into detailed dark lord Tom with his army and all the shit he does#like i got this request where Order reader joins dark lord Tom but lik#HOW?!#how does he convince her#what does he do that makes her drift to his side#like bro i understand star wars dark side better than voldemort/HP dark magic/side#i can understand why a jedi would fall#ugh#help